And I knew so much! for I had lived
With my lady since her childhood:  known
What her young and happy days had been,
And the grief no other eyes had seen
I had watched and sorrowed for alone.

Ah! she once had such a happy smile! 
I had known how sorely she was tried: 
Six short years before, her eyes were bright
As her little blue-eyed May’s that night,
When she stood by her dead mother’s side.

No—­I will not say he was unkind;
But she had been used to love and praise. 
He was somewhat grave—­perhaps, in truth,
Could not weave her joyous, smiling youth,
Into all his stern and serious ways.

She, who should have reigned a blooming flower,
First in pride and honour, as in grace,—­
She, whose will had once ruled all around,
Queen and darling of us all—­she found
Change indeed in that cold, stately place.

Yet she would not blame him, even to me,
Though she often sat and wept alone;
But she could not hide it near her death,
When she said with her last struggling breath,
“Let my babies still remain my own!”

I it was who drew the sheet aside,
When he saw his dead wife’s face.  That test
Seemed to strike right to his heart.  He said,
In a strange, low whisper, to the dead,
“God knows, love, I did it for the best!”

And he wept—­Oh yes, I will be just—­
When I brought the children to him there—­
Wondering sorrow in their baby eyes;
And he soothed them with his fond replies,
Bidding me give double love and care.

Ah, I loved them well for her dear sake: 
Little Arthur, with his serious air;
May, with all her mother’s pretty ways,
Blushing, and at any word of praise
Shaking out her sunny golden hair.

And the little one of all—­poor child! 
She had cost that dear and precious life. 
Once Sir Arthur spoke my lady’s name,
When the baby’s gloomy christening came,
And he called her “Olga—­like my wife!”

Save that time, he never spoke of her;
He grew graver, sterner, every day;
And the children felt it, for they dropped
Low their voices, and their laughter stopped
While he stood and watched them at their play.

No, he never named their mother’s name. 
But I told them of her:  told them all
She had been; so gentle, good, and bright;
And I always took them every night
Where her picture hung in the great hall.

There she stood:  white daisies in her hand,
And her red lips parted as to speak
With a smile; the blue and sunny air
Seemed to stir her floating golden hair,
And to bring a faint blush on her cheek.

Well, so time passed on; a year was gone,
And Sir Arthur had been much away. 
Then the news came!  I shed many tears
When I saw the truth of all my fears
Rise before me on that bitter day.

Any one but her I could have borne! 
But my lady loved her as her friend. 
Through their childhood and their early youth,
How she used to count upon the truth
Of this friendship that would never end!