between eight and nine dollars.  He seemed very well pleased, and asked why I did not do the same the week before.  He little knew what my plans were.  My object in working steadily was to remove any suspicion he might entertain of my intent to run away; and in this I succeeded admirably.  I suppose he thought I was never better satisfied with my condition than at the very time during which I was planning my escape.  The second week passed, and again I carried him my full wages; and so well pleased was he, that he gave me twenty-five cents, (quite a large sum for a slaveholder to give a slave,) and bade me to make a good use of it.  I told him I would.

Things went on without very smoothly indeed, but within there was trouble.  It is impossible for me to describe my feelings as the time of my contemplated start drew near.  I had a number of warmhearted friends in Baltimore,—­friends that I loved almost as I did my life,—­and the thought of being separated from them forever was painful beyond expression.  It is my opinion that thousands would escape from slavery, who now remain, but for the strong cords of affection that bind them to their friends.  The thought of leaving my friends was decidedly the most painful thought with which I had to contend.  The love of them was my tender point, and shook my decision more than all things else.  Besides the pain of separation, the dread and apprehension of a failure exceeded what I had experienced at my first attempt.  The appalling defeat I then sustained returned to torment me.  I felt assured that, if I failed in this attempt, my case would be a hopeless one—­it would seal my fate as a slave forever.  I could not hope to get off with any thing less than the severest punishment, and being placed beyond the means of escape.  It required no very vivid imagination to depict the most frightful scenes through which I should have to pass, in case I failed.  The wretchedness of slavery, and the blessedness of freedom, were perpetually before me.  It was life and death with me.  But I remained firm, and, according to my resolution, on the third day of September, 1838, I left my chains, and succeeded in reaching New York without the slightest interruption of any kind.  How I did so,—­what means I adopted,—­what direction I travelled, and by what mode of conveyance,—­I must leave unexplained, for the reasons before mentioned.

I have been frequently asked how I felt when I found myself in a free State.  I have never been able to answer the question with any satisfaction to myself.  It was a moment of the highest excitement I ever experienced.  I suppose I felt as one may imagine the unarmed mariner to feel when he is rescued by a friendly man-of-war from the pursuit of a pirate.  In writing to a dear friend, immediately after my arrival at New York, I said I felt like one who had escaped a den of hungry lions.  This state of mind, however, very soon subsided; and I was again seized with a feeling of