into a hole, and feeling as if she were going to sleep
in bed, yet knowing it was death; and thinking how
much sweeter it was than sleep. Hugh’s
account was very strange and defective, but he was
never able to add anything to it. He said that,
when he rushed out into the dark, the storm seized
him like a fury, beating him about the head and face
with icy wings, till he was almost stunned.
He took the road to the farm, which lay through the
fir-wood; but he soon became aware that he had lost
his way and might tramp about in the fir-wood till
daylight, if he lived as long. Then, thinking
of Margaret, he lost his presence of mind, and rushed
wildly along. He thought he must have knocked
his head against the trunk of a tree, but he could
not tell; for he remembered nothing more but that
he found himself dragging Margaret, with his arms
round her, through the snow, and nearing the light
in the cottage-window. Where or how he had found
her, or what the light was that he was approaching,
he had not the least idea. He had only a vague
notion that he was rescuing Margaret from something
dreadful. Margaret, for her part, had no recollection
of reaching the fir-wood, and as, long before morning,
all traces were obliterated, the facts remained a
mystery. Janet thought that David had some wonderful
persuasion about it; but he was never heard even to
speculate on the subject. Certain it was, that
Hugh had saved Margaret’s life. He seemed
quite well next day, for he was of a very powerful
and enduring frame for his years. She recovered
more slowly, and perhaps never altogether overcame
the effects of Death’s embrace that night.
From the moment when Margaret was brought home, the
storm gradually died away, and by the morning all was
still; but many starry and moonlit nights glimmered
and passed, before that snow was melted away from
the earth; and many a night Janet awoke from her sleep
with a cry, thinking she heard her daughter moaning,
deep in the smooth ocean of snow, and could not find
where she lay.
The occurrences of this dreadful night could not lessen
the interest his cottage friends felt in Hugh; and
a long winter passed with daily and lengthening communion
both in study and in general conversation. I
fear some of my younger readers will think my story
slow; and say: “What! are they not going
to fall in love with each other yet? We have
been expecting it ever so long.” I have
two answers to make to this. The first is:
“I do not pretend to know so much about love
as you—excuse me—think you do;
and must confess, I do not know whether they were
in love with each other or not.” The second
is: “That I dare not pretend to understand
thoroughly such a sacred mystery as the heart of Margaret;
and I should feel it rather worse than presumptuous
to talk as if I did. Even Hugh’s is known
to me only by gleams of light thrown, now and then,
and here and there, upon it.” Perhaps
the two answers are only the same answer in different
shapes.