great mistake to suppose that sorrow is a part of
repentance. It is far too good a grace to come
so easily. A man may repent, that is, think better
of it, and change his way, and be very much of a Pharisee
— I do not say a hypocrite —
for a long time after: it needs a saint to be
sorrowful. Yet repentance is generally the road
to this sorrow. — And now that in the gracious
time of grief, his eyesight purified by tears, he entered
one after another all the chambers of the past, he
humbly renewed once more his friendship with the noble
dead, and with the homely, heartful living.
The grey-headed man who walked with God like a child,
and with his fellow-men like an elder brother who
was always forgetting his birthright and serving the
younger; the woman who believed where she could not
see, and loved where she could not understand; and
the maiden who was still and lustreless, because she
ever absorbed and seldom reflected the light —
all came to him, as if to comfort him once more in
his loneliness, when his heart had room for them, and
need of them yet again. David now became, after
his departure, yet more of a father to him than before,
for that spirit, which is the true soul of all this
body of things, had begun to recall to his mind the
words of David, and so teach him the things that David
knew, the everlasting realities of God. And it
seemed to him the while, that he heard David himself
uttering, in his homely, kingly voice, whatever truth
returned to him from the echo-cave of the past.
Even when a quite new thought arose within him, it
came to him in the voice of David, or at least with
the solemn music of his tones clinging about it as
the murmur about the river’s course. Experience
had now brought him up to the point where he could
begin to profit by David’s communion; he needed
the things which David could teach him; and David
began forthwith to give them to him.
That birth of nature in his soul, which enabled him
to understand and love Margaret, helped him likewise
to contemplate with admiration and awe, the towering
peaks of David’s hopes, trusts, and aspirations.
He had taught the ploughman mathematics, but that
ploughman had possessed in himself all the essential
elements of the grandeur of the old prophets, glorified
by the faith which the Son of Man did not find in
the earth, but left behind him to grow in it, and
which had grown to a noble growth of beauty and strength
in this peasant, simple and patriarchal in the midst
of a self-conceited age. And, oh! how good he
had been to him! He had built a house that he
might take him in from the cold, and make life pleasant
to him, as in the presence of God. He had given
him his heart every time he gave him his great manly
hand. And this man, this friend, this presence
of Christ, Hugh had forsaken, neglected, all but forgotten.
He could not go, and, like the prodigal, fall down
before him, and say, “Father, I have sinned against
heaven and thee,” for that heaven had taken