Lady Emily was weeping.
“Lady Emily,” Margaret went on, “if I felt my heart as hard as a stone; if I did not love God, or man, or woman, or little child, I would yet say to God in my heart: ’O God, see how I trust thee, because thou art perfect, and not changeable like me. I do not love thee. I love nobody. I am not even sorry for it. Thou seest how much I need thee to come close to me, to put thy arm round me, to say to me, my child; for the worse my state, the greater my need of my father who loves me. Come to me, and my day will dawn. My beauty and my love will come back; and oh! how I shall love thee, my God! and know that my love is thy love, my blessedness thy being.’”
As Margaret spoke, she seemed to have forgotten Lady Emily’s presence, and to be actually praying. Those who cannot receive such words from the lips of a lady’s-maid, must be reminded what her father was, and that she had lost him. She had had advantages at least equal to those which David the Shepherd had — and he wrote the Psalms.
She ended with:
“I do not even desire thee to come, yet come thou.”
She seemed to pray entirely as Lady Emily, not as Margaret. When she had ceased, Lady Emily said, sobbing:
“You will not leave me, Margaret? I will tell you why another time.”
“I will not leave you, my dear lady.”
Margaret stooped and kissed her forehead. Lady Emily threw her arms round her neck, and offered her mouth to be kissed by the maid. In another minute she was fast asleep, with Margaret seated by her side, every now and then glancing up at her from her work, with a calm face, over which brooded the mist of tears.
That night, as Hugh paced up and down the floor of his study about midnight, he was awfully startled by the sudden opening of the door and the apparition of Harry in his nightshirt, pale as death, and scarcely able to articulate the words:
“The ghost! the ghost!”
He took the poor boy in his arms, held him fast, and comforted him. When he was a little soothed,
“Oh, Harry!” he said, lightly, “you’ve been dreaming. Where’s the ghost?”
“In the Ghost’s Walk,” cried Harry, almost shrieking anew with terror.
“How do you know it is there?”
“I saw it from my window. — I couldn’t sleep. I got up and looked out — I don’t know why — and I saw it! I saw it!”
The words were followed by a long cry of terror.
“Come and show it to me,” said Hugh, wanting to make light of it.
“No, no, Mr. Sutherland — please not. I couldn’t go back into that room.”
“Very well, dear Harry; you shan’t go back. You shall sleep with me, to-night.”
“Oh! thank you, thank you, dear Mr. Sutherland. You will love me again, won’t you?”
This touched Hugh’s heart. He could hardly refrain from tears. His old love, buried before it was dead, revived. He clasped the boy to his heart, and carried him to his own bed; then, to comfort him, undressed and lay down beside him, without even going to look if he too might not see the ghost. She had brought about one good thing at least that night; though, I fear, she had no merit in it.