chest. Deceitfulness in her heart, she had greeted
Mrs. Munday in sleepy tones from beneath the sheets;
and before breakfast, assailed by suspicious questions,
had told a deliberate lie. Later in the morning,
during an argument with an active young pig who was
willing enough to play at Red Riding Hood so far as
eating things out of a basket was concerned, but who
would not wear a night-cap, she had used a wicked
word. In the afternoon she “might have
killed” the farmer’s only son and heir.
They had had a row. In one of those sad lapses
from the higher Christian standards into which Satan
was always egging her, she had pushed him; and he
had tumbled head over heels into the horse-pond.
The reason, that instead of lying there and drowning
he had got up and walked back to the house howling
fit to wake the Seven Sleepers, was that God, watching
over little children, had arranged for the incident
taking place on that side of the pond where it was
shallow. Had the scrimmage occurred on the opposite
bank, beneath which the water was much deeper, Joan
in all probability would have had murder on her soul.
It seemed to Joan that if God, all-powerful and all-foreseeing,
had been so careful in selecting the site, He might
with equal ease have prevented the row from ever taking
place. Why couldn’t the little beast have
been guided back from school through the orchard,
much the shorter way, instead of being brought round
by the yard, so as to come upon her at a moment when
she was feeling a bit short-tempered, to put it mildly?
And why had God allowed him to call her “Carrots”?
That Joan should have “put it” this way,
instead of going down on her knees and thanking the
Lord for having saved her from a crime, was proof
of her inborn evil disposition. In the evening
was reached the culminating point. Just before
going to bed she had murdered old George the cowman.
For all practical purposes she might just as well
have been successful in drowning William Augustus earlier
in the day. It seemed to be one of those things
that had to be. Mr. Hornflower still lived,
it was true, but that was not Joan’s fault.
Joan, standing in white night-gown beside her bed,
everything around her breathing of innocence and virtue:
the spotless bedclothes, the chintz curtains, the
white hyacinths upon the window-ledge, Joan’s
Bible, a present from Aunt Susan; her prayer-book,
handsomely bound in calf, a present from Grandpapa,
upon their little table; Mrs. Munday in evening black
and cameo brooch (pale red with tomb and weeping willow
in white relief) sacred to the memory of the departed
Mr. Munday—Joan standing there erect, with
pale, passionate face, defying all these aids to righteousness,
had deliberately wished Mr. Hornflower dead.
Old George Hornflower it was who, unseen by her, had
passed her that morning in the wood. Grumpy
old George it was who had overheard the wicked word
with which she had cursed the pig; who had met William
Augustus on his emergence from the pond. To
Mr. George Hornflower, the humble instrument in the
hands of Providence, helping her towards possible salvation,
she ought to have been grateful. And instead
of that she had flung into the agonized face of Mrs.
Munday these awful words: