Arthur assured me that, if ever Edmee had thought me
guilty and had expressed an opinion on this point,
it must have been in some previous phase of her illness;
for, during the last fortnight at least, she had been
in a state of complete torpor. She would frequently
doze, but without quite falling asleep; she could
take liquid food and jellies, nor did she ever complain.
When her doctors questioned her about her sufferings
she answered by careless signs and always negatively;
and she would never give any indication that she remembered
the affections which had filled her life. Her
love for her father, however, that feeling which had
always been so deep and powerful in her, was not extinct;
she would often shed copious tears; but at such a
time she seemed to be deaf to all sounds; in vain
would they try to make her understand that her father
was not dead, as she appeared to believe. With
a gesture of entreaty she would beg them to stop,
not the noise (for that did not seem to strike her
ear), but the bustle that was going on around her;
then, hiding her face in her hands, lying back in her
arm-chair and bringing her knees up almost to her
breast, she would apparently give way to inconsolable
despair. This silent grief, which could no longer
control itself and no longer wished to be controlled;
this powerful will, which had once been able to quell
the most violent storms, and now going adrift on a
dead sea and in an unruffled calm—this,
said Arthur, was the most painful spectacle he had
ever beheld. Edmee seemed to wish to have done
with life. Mademoiselle Leblanc, in order to test
her and arouse her, had brutally taken upon herself
to announce that her father was dead; she had replied
by a sign that she knew. A few hours later the
doctors had tried to make her understand that he was
alive; she had replied by another sign that she did
not believe them. They had wheeled the chevalier’s
arm-chair into her room; they had brought father and
daughter face to face and the two had not recognised
each other. Only, after a few moments, Edmee,
taking her father for a ghost, had uttered piercing
cries, and had been seized with convulsions that had
opened one of her wounds again, and made the doctors
tremble for her life. Since then, they had taken
care to keep the two apart, and never to breathe a
word about the chevalier in Edmee’s presence.
She had taken Arthur for one of the doctors of the
district and had received him with the same sweetness
and the same indifference as the others. He had
not dared to speak to her about me; but he extorted
me not to despair. There was nothing in Edmee’s
condition that time and rest could not triumph over;
there was but little fever left; none of her vital
organs were really affected; her wounds were almost
healed; and it did not seem as if her brain were in
such an excited condition that it would be permanently
deranged. The weak state of her mind, and the
prostration of all the other organs could not, according
to Arthur, long withstand the vitality of youth and
the recuperative power of an admirable constitution.
Finally, he advised me to think of myself; I might
help towards her recovery, and I might again find
happiness in her affection and esteem.