my ears. I met Saint-Jean, who, not recognising
me, gave a loud cry and threw himself in my path to
prevent me from entering without being announced.
I pushed him aside, and he sank down astounded on one
of the hall chairs while I hastened to the door of
the drawing-room. But, just as I was about to
throw it open, I was seized with a new fear and checked
myself; then I opened it so timidly that Edmee, who
was occupied at some embroidery on a frame, did not
raise her eyes, thinking that in this slight noise
she recognised the respectful Saint-Jean. The
chevalier was asleep and did not wake. This old
man, tall and thin like all the Mauprats, was sitting
with his head sunk on his breast; and his pale, wrinkled
face, which seemed already wrapped in the torpor of
the grave, resembled one of those angular heads in
carved oak which adorned the back of his big arm-chair.
His feet were stretched out in front of a fire of
dried vine-branches, although the sun was warm and
a bright ray was falling on his white head and making
it shine like silver. And how could I describe
to you my feelings on beholding Edmee? She was
bending over her tapestry and glancing from time to
time at her father to notice his slightest movements.
But what patience and resignation were revealed in
her whole attitude! Edmee was not fond of needlework;
her mind was too vigorous to attach much importance
to the effect of one shade by the side of another
shade, and to the regularity of one stitch laid against
another stitch. Besides, the blood flowed swiftly
in her veins, and when her mind was not absorbed in
intellectual work she needed exercise in the open
air. But ever since her father, a prey to the
infirmities of old age, had been almost unable to
leave his arm-chair, she had refused to leave him
for a single moment; and, since she could not always
be reading and working her mind, she had felt the
necessity of taking up some of those feminine occupations
which, as she said, “are the amusements of captivity.”
She had conquered her nature then in truly heroic
fashion. In one of those secret struggles which
often take place under our eyes without our suspecting
the issue involved, she had done more than subdue
her nature, she had even changed the circulation of
her blood. I found her thinner; and her complexion
had lost that first freshness of youth which, like
the bloom that the breath of morning spreads over
fruit, disappears at the slightest shock from without,
although it may have been respected by the heat of
the sun. Yet in this premature paleness and in
this somewhat unhealthy thinness there seemed to be
an indefinable charm; her eyes, more sunken, but inscrutable
as ever, showed less pride and more melancholy than
of old; her mouth had become more mobile, and her
smile was more delicate and less contemptuous.
When she spoke to me, I seemed to behold two persons
in her, the old and the new; and I found that, so
far from having lost her beauty, she had attained
ideal perfection. Still, I remember several persons