who was accompanied in all her wanderings by a fragile
infant, which she seemed to carry with especial care
and tenderness. Sometimes, too, in the bleak afternoons,
she would be seen wending her way through mud and
mire, setting her weary face against the bitter east
wind, and patiently singing on; and motherly women,
coming from the gay shops and stores, where they had
been purchasing Christmas toys for their own children,
would often stop to look at the baby’s pinched,
white features with pity, and would say, while giving
their spare pennies, “Poor little thing!
Is it not very ill?” And Liz, her heart freezing
with sudden terror, would exclaim, hurriedly, “Oh,
no, no! It is always pale; it is just a little
bit weak, that’s all!” And the kindly
questioners, touched by the large despair of her dark
eyes, would pass on and say no more. And Christmas
came—the birthday of the Child Christ—a
feast the sacred meaning of which was unknown to Liz;
she only recognized it as a sort of large and somewhat
dull bank-holiday, when all London devoted itself to
church-going and the eating of roast beef and plum-pudding.
The whole thing was incomprehensible to her mind,
but even her sad countenance was brighter than usual
on Christmas eve, and she felt almost gay, for had
she not, by means of a little extra starvation on
her own part, been able to buy a wondrous gold-and-crimson
worsted bird suspended from an elastic string, a bird
which bobbed up and down to command in the most lively
and artistic manner? And had not her hired baby
actually laughed at the clumsy toy—laughed
an elfish and weird laugh, the first it had ever indulged
in? And Liz had laughed too, for pure gladness
in the child’s mirth, and the worsted bird became
a sort of uncouth charm to make them both merry.
But after Christmas had come and gone, and the melancholy
days, the last beating of the failing pulse of the
Old Year, throbbed slowly and heavily away, the baby
took upon its wan visage a strange expression—the
solemn expression of worn-out and suffering age.
Its blue eyes grew more solemnly speculative and dreamy,
and after a while it seemed to lose all taste for
the petty things of this world and the low desires
of mere humanity. It lay very quiet in Liz’s
arms; it never cried, and was no longer fretful, and
it seemed to listen with a sort of mild approval to
the tones of her voice as they rang out in the dreary
streets, through which, by day and night, she patiently
wandered. By-and-by the worsted bird, too, fell
out of favour; it jumped and glittered in vain; the
baby surveyed it with an unmoved air of superior wisdom,
just as if it had suddenly found out what real birds
were like, and was not to be deceived into accepting
so poor an imitation of nature. Liz grew uneasy,
but she had no one in whom to confide her fears.
She had been very regular in her payments to Mother
Mawks, and that irate lady, kept in order by her bull-dog
of a husband, had been of late very contented to let