excusd in April or May at farthest. In doing
this, I shall immediately make Room for an abler Man.
Such may easily be found, and, I hope, prevaild upon
to come. I shall also gratify those whose Hearts
are bent upon my Removal, and shall save them Abundance
of Pains in making their Interest to effect it.
These Men agree with me, if in Nothing else, in wishing
most cordially for my Retirement from publick Business.
Perhaps they would chuse to have me recalled with
Disgrace. I hope this is not in their Power;
though I think I could bear even that with becoming
Fortitude, for I am conscious that I do not deserve
to be disgracd by my Country, and can be happy in
the Reflections of my own Mind. The Arts they
make use of are contemptible. Last year, as you
observe, I was an Enemy to General Washington.
This was said, to render me odious to the People.
The Man who fabricated the Charge did not believe it
himself. When he endeavord to make others believe
it, he attempted to injure me by imposing upon them.
His own Heart must therefore reproach him with complicated
Acts of Injustice, and if he has any Feeling he must
despise himself. If I indulgd the Spirit of Revenge,
could I wish for more?
Now, you tell me,
their Art is, to prejudice the People against the
Lees, and propagate that I am a Friend to them.
How trifling is this? Am I accountable to
the People for my opinions of Men? If I have
found from long & intimate Acquaintance with those
Gentlemen, that they are, and have been from the Beginning
of this Contest, among the most able & zealous Defenders
of the Rights of America and Mankind, shall I not
be their Friend? I will avow my Friendship to
them in the Face of the World. As an Inhabitant
of Massachusetts Bay, I should think my self ungrateful,
not to esteem Arthur Lee most highly, for his voluntary
Services to that State, in Times of her greatest Necessity,
to the Injury of his private Interest, and at the Risque
of his Life.
Adieu my Friend.
March 24—79
The Bearer of this Letter being prevented setting
off by a Storm, I have had Time to transcribe the
inclosd Extracts. They were written to me, as
you will observe, in Confidence. I think I am
warranted in communicating them to you, because I
know the Writer has as much Confidence in your Prudence
& Discretion as in mine, if not more. And I do
not see how I can better use them for the purpose he
intended in sending them to me, than by sending them
to you. The Parts which are descriptive of the
Weakness, or if you think more proper, the reserved
Caution of Age, you will judge prudent to keep secret
for the present. There are some of our Friends,
who, having so long habituated themselves to admire
the Wisdom of the Philosopher cannot easily be perswaded
to believe, that in the different Character of a Politician,
he may be liable to human Frailties at the Age of more
than three score and ten. Those Parts which may
serve to set Dr Lee in his true Character of an honest