Pryer had often been like this before, but never so nearly, as it seemed to Ernest, coming to a point—­though what the point was he could not fully understand.  His inquietude was communicating itself to Ernest, who would probably ere long have come to know as much as Pryer could tell him, but the conversation was abruptly interrupted by the appearance of a visitor.  We shall never know how it would have ended, for this was the very last time that Ernest ever saw Pryer.  Perhaps Pryer was going to break to him some bad news about his speculations.

CHAPTER LX

Ernest now went home and occupied himself till luncheon with studying Dean Alford’s notes upon the various Evangelistic records of the Resurrection, doing as Mr Shaw had told him, and trying to find out not that they were all accurate, but whether they were all accurate or no.  He did not care which result he should arrive at, but he was resolved that he would reach one or the other.  When he had finished Dean Alford’s notes he found them come to this, namely, that no one yet had succeeded in bringing the four accounts into tolerable harmony with each other, and that the Dean, seeing no chance of succeeding better than his predecessors had done, recommended that the whole story should be taken on trust—­and this Ernest was not prepared to do.

He got his luncheon, went out for a long walk, and returned to dinner at half past six.  While Mrs Jupp was getting him his dinner—­a steak and a pint of stout—­she told him that Miss Snow would be very happy to see him in about an hour’s time.  This disconcerted him, for his mind was too unsettled for him to wish to convert anyone just then.  He reflected a little, and found that, in spite of the sudden shock to his opinions, he was being irresistibly drawn to pay the visit as though nothing had happened.  It would not look well for him not to go, for he was known to be in the house.  He ought not to be in too great a hurry to change his opinions on such a matter as the evidence for Christ’s Resurrection all of a sudden—­besides he need not talk to Miss Snow about this subject to-day—­there were other things he might talk about.  What other things?  Ernest felt his heart beat fast and fiercely, and an inward monitor warned him that he was thinking of anything rather than of Miss Snow’s soul.

What should he do?  Fly, fly, fly—­it was the only safety.  But would Christ have fled?  Even though Christ had not died and risen from the dead there could be no question that He was the model whose example we were bound to follow.  Christ would not have fled from Miss Snow; he was sure of that, for He went about more especially with prostitutes and disreputable people.  Now, as then, it was the business of the true Christian to call not the righteous but sinners to repentance.  It would be inconvenient to him to change his lodgings, and he could not ask Mrs Jupp to turn Miss Snow and Miss Maitland out of the house.  Where was he to draw the line?  Who would be just good enough to live in the same house with him, and who just not good enough?