The Blithedale Romance eBook

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“True,—­what is it?” exclaimed Zenobia.  “After all, I hardly know.  On better consideration, I have no message.  Tell him,—­tell him something pretty and pathetic, that will come nicely and sweetly into your ballad,—­anything you please, so it be tender and submissive enough.  Tell him he has murdered me!  Tell him that I’ll haunt him! “—­She spoke these words with the wildest energy.—­“And give him—­no, give Priscilla—­this!”

Thus saying, she took the jewelled flower out of her hair; and it struck me as the act of a queen, when worsted in a combat, discrowning herself, as if she found a sort of relief in abasing all her pride.

“Bid her wear this for Zenobia’s sake,” she continued.  “She is a pretty little creature, and will make as soft and gentle a wife as the veriest Bluebeard could desire.  Pity that she must fade so soon!  These delicate and puny maidens always do.  Ten years hence, let Hollingsworth look at my face and Priscilla’s, and then choose betwixt them.  Or, if he pleases, let him do it now.”

How magnificently Zenobia looked as she said this!  The effect of her beauty was even heightened by the over-consciousness and self-recognition of it, into which, I suppose, Hollingsworth’s scorn had driven her.  She understood the look of admiration in my face; and—­Zenobia to the last—­it gave her pleasure.

“It is an endless pity,” said she, “that I had not bethought myself of winning your heart, Mr. Coverdale, instead of Hollingsworth’s.  I think I should have succeeded, and many women would have deemed you the worthier conquest of the two.  You are certainly much the handsomest man.  But there is a fate in these things.  And beauty, in a man, has been of little account with me since my earliest girlhood, when, for once, it turned my head.  Now, farewell!”

“Zenobia, whither are you going?” I asked.

“No matter where,” said she.  “But I am weary of this place, and sick to death of playing at philanthropy and progress.  Of all varieties of mock-life, we have surely blundered into the very emptiest mockery in our effort to establish the one true system.  I have done with it; and Blithedale must find another woman to superintend the laundry, and you, Mr. Coverdale, another nurse to make your gruel, the next time you fall ill.  It was, indeed, a foolish dream!  Yet it gave us some pleasant summer days, and bright hopes, while they lasted.  It can do no more; nor will it avail us to shed tears over a broken bubble.  Here is my hand!  Adieu!”

She gave me her hand with the same free, whole-souled gesture as on the first afternoon of our acquaintance, and, being greatly moved, I bethought me of no better method of expressing my deep sympathy than to carry it to my lips.  In so doing, I perceived that this white hand—­so hospitably warm when I first touched it, five months since—­was now cold as a veritable piece of snow.

“How very cold!” I exclaimed, holding it between both my own, with the vain idea of warming it.  “What can be the reason?  It is really deathlike!”

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