pleasant and agreeable side of things. Washing,
he had announced, was a delusion; after a week without
it you began to wonder why you had ever made a habit
of it. . . . They had had a lot of marching, always
in the wrong direction, but everyone knew that would
soon be over. . . . Wasn’t London very
beastly in August? . . . Would Michael see if
he could get some proper cigarettes out to him?
Here there was nothing but little black French affairs
(and not many of them) which tied a knot in the throat
of the smoker. . . . And now Francis, with all
his gaiety and his affection, and his light pleasant
dealings with life, lay dead somewhere on the sunny
plains of France, killed in action by shell or bullet
in the midst of his youth and strength and joy in life,
to gratify the damned dreams of the man who had been
the honoured guest at Ashbridge, and those who had
advised and flattered and at the end perhaps just
used him as their dupe. To their insensate greed
and swollen-headed lust for world-power was this hecatomb
of sweet and pleasant lives offered, and in their
onward course through the vines and corn of France
they waded through the blood of the slain whose only
crime was that they had dared to oppose the will of
Germany, as voiced by the War Lord. And as milestones
along the way they had come were set the records of
their infamy, in rapine and ruthless slaughter of the
innocent. Just at first, as he sat alone in his
room, Michael but contemplated images that seemed
to form in his mind without his volition, and, emotion-numb
from the shock, they seemed external to him.
Sometimes he had a vision of Francis lying without
mark or wound or violence on him in some vineyard
on the hill-side, with face as quiet as in sleep turned
towards a moonlit sky. Then came another picture,
and Francis was walking across the terrace at Ashbridge
with his gun over his shoulder, towards Lord Ashbridge
and the Emperor, who stood together, just as Michael
had seen the three of them when they came in from
the shooting-party. As Francis came near, the
Emperor put a cartridge into his gun and shot him.
. . . Yes, that was it: that was what had
happened. The marvellous peacemaker of Europe,
the fire-engine who, as Hermann had said, was ready
to put out all conflagrations, the fatuous mountebank
who pretended to be a friend to England, who conducted
his own balderdash which he called music, had changed
his role and shown his black heart and was out to
kill.
Wild panoramas like these streamed through Michael’s head, as if projected there by some magic lantern, and while they lasted he was conscious of no grief at all, but only of a devouring hate for the mad, lawless butchers who had caused Francis’s death, and willingly at that moment if he could have gone out into the night and killed a German, and met his death himself in the doing of it, he would have gone to his doom as to a bridal-bed. But by degrees, as the stress of these unsought imaginings abated,