Michael eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 387 pages of information about Michael.

Michael eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 387 pages of information about Michael.

As they ate they talked perfectly simply and naturally of the hundred associations which this studio meal at the end of the evening called up concerning the Sunday night parties.  There was an occasion on which Hermann tried to recollect how to mull beer, with results that smelled like a brickfield; there was another when a poached egg had fallen, exploding softly as it fell into the piano.  There was the occasion, the first on which Michael had been present, when two eminent actors imitated each other; another when Francis came and made himself so immensely agreeable.  It was after that one that Sylvia and Hermann had sat and talked in front of the stove, discussing, as Sylvia laughed to remember, what she would say when Michael proposed to her.  Then had come the break in Michael’s attendances and, as Sylvia allowed, a certain falling-off in gaiety.

“But it was really Hermann and I who made you gay originally,” she said.  “We take a wonderful deal of credit for that.”

All this was as completely natural for them as was the impromptu meal, and soon without effort Michael spoke of his mother again, and presently afterwards of the news of war.  But with him by her side Sylvia found her courage come back to her; the news itself, all that it certainly implied, and all the horror that it held, no longer filled her with the sense that it was impossibly terrible.  Michael did not diminish the awfulness of it, but he gave her the power of looking out bravely at it.  Nor did he shrink from speaking of all that had been to her so grim a nightmare.

“You haven’t heard from Hermann?” he asked.

“No.  And I suppose we can’t hear now.  He is with his regiment, that’s all; nor shall we hear of him till there is peace again.”

She came a little closer to him.

“Michael, I have to face it, that I may never see Hermann again,” she said.  “Mother doesn’t fear it, you know.  She—­the darling—­she lives in a sort of dream.  I don’t want her to wake from it.  But how can I get accustomed to the thought that perhaps I shan’t see Hermann again?  I must get accustomed to it:  I’ve got to live with it, and not quarrel with it.”

He took up her hand, enclosing it in his.

“But, one doesn’t quarrel with the big things of life,” he said.  “Isn’t it so?  We haven’t any quarrel with things like death and duty.  Dear me, I’m afraid I’m preaching.”

“Preach, then,” she said.

“Well, it’s just that.  We don’t quarrel with them:  they manage themselves.  Hermann’s going managed itself.  It had to be.”

Her voice quivered as she spoke now.

“Are you going?” she asked.  “Will that have to be?”

Michael looked at her a moment with infinite tenderness.

“Oh, my dear, of course it will,” he said.  “Of course, one doesn’t know yet what the War Office will do about the Army.  I suppose it’s possible that they will send troops to France.  All that concerns me is that I shall rejoin again if they call up the Reserves.”

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