his talent, too. Little Elise, he said, looked
like me. He used to tell me that I was the most
beautiful woman in Louisiana, he was so proud of me
and the children. He used to love to have me dress
them up, and take them and me about in an open carriage,
and hear the remarks that people would make on us;
and he used to fill my ears constantly with the fine
things that were said in praise of me and the children.
O, those were happy days! I thought I was as happy
as any one could be; but then there came evil times.
He had a cousin come to New Orleans, who was his particular
friend,—he thought all the world of him;—but,
from the first time I saw him, I couldn’t tell
why, I dreaded him; for I felt sure he was going to
bring misery on us. He got Henry to going out
with him, and often he would not come home nights till
two or three o’clock. I did not dare say
a word; for Henry was so high spirited, I was afraid
to. He got him to the gaming-houses; and he was
one of the sort that, when he once got a going there,
there was no holding back. And then he introduced
him to another lady, and I saw soon that his heart
was gone from me. He never told me, but I saw
it,—I knew it, day after day,—I
felt my heart breaking, but I could not say a word!
At this, the wretch offered to buy me and the children
of Henry, to clear off his gambling debts, which stood
in the way of his marrying as he wished;—and
he sold us. He told me, one day, that he
had business in the country, and should be gone two
or three weeks. He spoke kinder than usual, and
said he should come back; but it didn’t deceive
me. I knew that the time had come; I was just
like one turned into stone; I couldn’t speak,
nor shed a tear. He kissed me and kissed the
children, a good many times, and went out. I saw
him get on his horse, and I watched him till he was
quite out of sight; and then I fell down, and fainted.
“Then he came, the cursed wretch! he
came to take possession. He told me that he had
bought me and my children; and showed me the papers.
I cursed him before God, and told him I’d die
sooner than live with him.”
“‘Just as you please,’ said he;
’but, if you don’t behave reasonably,
I’ll sell both the children, where you shall
never see them again.’ He told me that
he always had meant to have me, from the first time
he saw me; and that he had drawn Henry on, and got
him in debt, on purpose to make him willing to sell
me. That he got him in love with another woman;
and that I might know, after all that, that he should
not give up for a few airs and tears, and things of
that sort.
“I gave up, for my hands were tied. He
had my children;—whenever I resisted his
will anywhere, he would talk about selling them, and
he made me as submissive as he desired. O, what
a life it was! to live with my heart breaking, every
day,—to keep on, on, on, loving, when it
was only misery; and to be bound, body and soul, to
one I hated. I used to love to read to Henry,