Not that she formulated such a thought. It was an emotion, rather. She ran up the stairs and hugged Mademoiselle wildly.
“You darling old thing!” she cried. She lapsed into French. “I saw the collar at once. And think, it is over! It is finished. And all your nice French relatives are sitting on the boulevards in the sun, and sipping their little glasses of wine, and rising and bowing when a pretty girl passes. Is it not so?”
“It is so, God and the saints be praised!” said Mademoiselle, huskily.
Grace Cardew followed them up the staircase. Her French was negligible, and she felt again, as in days gone by, shut from the little world of two which held her daughter and governess. Old Anthony’s doing, that. He had never forgiven his son his plebeian marriage, and an early conversation returned to her. It was on Lily’s first birthday and he had made one of his rare visits to the nursery. He had brought with him a pearl in a velvet case.
“All our women have their own pearls,” he had said. “She will have her grandmother’s also when she marries. I shall give her one the first year, two the second, and so on.” He had stood looking down at the child critically. “She’s a Cardew,” he said at last. “Which means that she will be obstinate and self-willed.” He had paused there, but Grace had not refuted the statement. He had grinned. “As you know,” he added. “Is she talking yet?”
“A word or two,” Grace had said, with no more warmth in her tone than was in his.
“Very well. Get her a French governess. She ought to speak French before she does English. It is one of the accomplishments of a lady. Get a good woman, and for heaven’s sake arrange to serve her breakfast in her room. I don’t want to have to be pleasant to any chattering French woman at eight in the morning.”
“No, you wouldn’t,” Grace had said.
Anthony had stamped out, but in the hall he smiled grimly. He did not like Howard’s wife, but she was not afraid of him. He respected her for that. He took good care to see that the Frenchwoman was found, and at dinner, the only meal he took with the family, he would now and then send for the governess and Lily to come in for dessert. That, of course, was later on, when the child was nearly ten. Then would follow a three-cornered conversation in rapid French, Howard and Anthony and Lily, with Mademoiselle joining in timidly, and with Grace, at the side of the table, pretending to eat and feeling cut off, in a middle-class world of her own, at the side of the table. Anthony Cardew had retained the head of his table, and he had never asked her to take his dead wife’s place.
After a time Grace realized the consummate cruelty of those hours, the fact that Lily was sent for, not only because the old man cared to see her, but to make Grace feel the outsider that she was. She made desperate efforts to conquer the hated language, but her accent was atrocious. Anthony would correct her suavely, and Lily would laugh in childish, unthinking mirth. She gave it up at last.