After we had walked up and down in silence more than once, he recovered composure enough to say: 

“You must think me a fool; and, indeed, the delirium of my joy has robbed me of both nerve and wits.  But of this at least be assured, whatever you do is sacred in my eyes from the very fact that it seemed right to you.  I honor you as I honor only God besides.  And then, Miss Griffith is here.”

“She is here for the sake of the others, not for us,” I put in hastily.

My dear, he understood me at once.

“I know very well,” he said, with the humblest glance at me, “that whether she is there or not makes no difference.  Unseen of men, we are still in the presence of God, and our own esteem is not less important to us than that of the world.”

“Thank you, Felipe,” I said, holding out my hand to him with a gesture which you ought to see.  “A woman, and I am nothing, if not a woman, is on the road to loving the man who understands her.  Oh! only on the road,” I went on, with a finger on my lips.  “Don’t let your hopes carry you beyond what I say.  My heart will belong only to the man who can read it and know its every turn.  Our views, without being absolutely identical, must be the same in their breadth and elevation.  I have no wish to exaggerate my own merits; doubtless what seem virtues in my eyes have their corresponding defects.  All I can say is, I should be heartbroken without them.”

“Having first accepted me as your servant, you now permit me to love you,” he said, trembling and looking in my face at each word.  “My first prayer has been more than answered.”

“But,” I hastened to reply, “your position seems to me a better one than mine.  I should not object to change places, and this change it lies with you to bring about.”

“In my turn, I thank you,” he replied.  “I know the duties of a faithful lover.  It is mine to prove that I am worthy of you; the trials shall be as long as you choose to make them.  If I belie your hopes, you have only—­God! that I should say it—­to reject me.”

“I know that you love me,” I replied. “So far,” with a cruel emphasis on the words, “you stand first in my regard.  Otherwise you would not be here.”

Then we began to walk up and down as we talked, and I must say that so soon as my Spaniard had recovered himself he put forth the genuine eloquence of the heart.  It was not passion it breathed, but a marvelous tenderness of feeling which he beautifully compared to the divine love.  His thrilling voice, which lent an added charm to thoughts, in themselves so exquisite, reminded me of the nightingale’s note.  He spoke low, using only the middle tones of a fine instrument, and words flowed upon words with the rush of a torrent.  It was the overflow of the heart.

“No more,” I said, “or I shall not be able to tear myself away.”

And with a gesture I dismissed him.

“You have committed yourself now, mademoiselle,” said Griffith.