Letters of Two Brides eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 305 pages of information about Letters of Two Brides.

Letters of Two Brides eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 305 pages of information about Letters of Two Brides.

LETTERS OF TWO BRIDES

Firstpart

I

Louise de Chaulieu to Renee de Maucombe. 
Paris, September.

Sweetheart, I too am free!  And I am the first too, unless you have written to Blois, at our sweet tryst of letter-writing.

Raise those great black eyes of yours, fixed on my opening sentence, and keep this excitement for the letter which shall tell you of my first love.  By the way, why always “first?” Is there, I wonder, a second love?

Don’t go running on like this, you will say, but tell me rather how you made your escape from the convent where you were to take your vows.  Well, dear, I don’t know about the Carmelites, but the miracle of my own deliverance was, I can assure you, most humdrum.  The cries of an alarmed conscience triumphed over the dictates of a stern policy —­there’s the whole mystery.  The sombre melancholy which seized me after you left hastened the happy climax, my aunt did not want to see me die of a decline, and my mother, whose one unfailing cure for my malady was a novitiate, gave way before her.

So I am in Paris, thanks to you, my love!  Dear Renee, could you have seen me the day I found myself parted from you, well might you have gloried in the deep impression you had made on so youthful a bosom.  We had lived so constantly together, sharing our dreams and letting our fancy roam together, that I verily believe our souls had become welded together, like those two Hungarian girls, whose death we heard about from M. Beauvisage—­poor misnamed being!  Never surely was man better cut out by nature for the post of convent physician!

Tell me, did you not droop and sicken with your darling?

In my gloomy depression, I could do nothing but count over the ties which bind us.  But it seemed as though distance had loosened them; I wearied of life, like a turtle-dove widowed of her mate.  Death smiled sweetly on me, and I was proceeding quietly to die.  To be at Blois, at the Carmelites, consumed by dread of having to take my vows there, a Mlle. de la Valliere, but without her prelude, and without my Renee!  How could I not be sick—­sick unto death?

How different it used to be!  That monotonous existence, where every hour brings its duty, its prayer, its task, with such desperate regularity that you can tell what a Carmelite sister is doing in any place, at any hour of the night or day; that deadly dull routine, which crushes out all interest in one’s surroundings, had become for us two a world of life and movement.  Imagination had thrown open her fairy realms, and in these our spirits ranged at will, each in turn serving as magic steed to the other, the more alert quickening the drowsy; the world from which our bodies were shut out became the playground of our fancy, which reveled there in frolicsome adventure.  The very Lives of the Saints helped us to understand what was so carefully left unsaid!  But the day when I was reft of your sweet company, I became a true Carmelite, such as they appeared to us, a modern Danaid, who, instead of trying to fill a bottomless barrel, draws every day, from Heaven knows what deep, an empty pitcher, thinking to find it full.

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