with strange women, but I have not delayed over long
in taverns to watch the young Syrians dance to the
sound of the crotalum.* But if I have restrained my
desires it was for my own satisfaction and for the
sake of good discipline. To fear pleasure and
to fly from joy appears to me the worst insult that
one can offer to nature. I am assured that during
their lives certain of the elect of thy god abstained
from food and avoided women through love of asceticism,
and voluntarily exposed themselves to useless sufferings.
I should be afraid of meeting those, criminals whose
frenzy horrifies me. A poet must not be asked
to attach himself too strictly to any scientific or
moral doctrine. Moreover, I am a Roman, and the
Romans, unlike the Greeks, are unable to pursue profound
speculations in a subtle manner. If they adopt
a philosophy it is above all in order to derive some
practical advantages from it. Siro, who enjoyed
great renown among us, taught me the system of Epicurus
and thus freed me from vain terrors and turned me
aside from the cruelties to which religion persuades
ignorant men. I have embraced the views of Pythagoras
concerning the souls of men and animals, both of which
are of divine essence; this invites us to look upon
ourselves without pride and without shame. I
have learnt from the Alexandrines how the earth, at
first soft and without form, hardened in proportion
as Nereus withdrew himself from it to dig his humid
dwellings; I have learned how things were formed insensibly;
in what manner the rains, falling from the burdened
clouds, nourished the silent forests, and by what progress
a few animals at last began to wander over the nameless
mountains. I could not accustom myself to your
cosmogony either, for it seems to me fitter for a
camel-driver on the Syrian sands than for a disciple
of Aristarchus of Samos. And what would become
of me in the abode of your beatitude if I did not
find there my friends, my ancestors, my masters, and
my gods, and if it is not given to me to see Rhea’s
noble son, or Venus, mother of Aeneas, with her winning
smile, or Pan, or the young Dryads, or the Sylvans,
or old Silenus, with his face stained by Aegle’s
purple mulberries.’ These are the reasons
which I begged that simple man to plead before the
successor of Jupiter.”
* This phrase seems
to indicate that, if one is to believe
Macrobius, the “Copa”
is by Virgil.
“And since then, O great shade, thou hast received no other messages?”
“I have received none.”
“To console themselves for thy absence, O Virgil, they have three poets, Commodianus, Prudentius, and Fortunatus, who were all three born in those dark plays when neither prosody nor grammar were known. But tell me, O Mantuan, hast thou never received other intelligence of the God whose company thou didst so deliberately refuse?”
“Never that I remember.”
“Hast thou not told me that I am not the first who descended alive into these abodes and presented himself before thee?”