The scrubbing-party had moved to its labours in a far corner of the church, and two of the women were beginning preparations for the basket luncheons.  Nancy’s needle was no busier than her memory.  Long years ago she had often sat in the Peabody pew, sometimes at first as a girl of sixteen when asked by Esther, and then, on coming home from school at eighteen, “finished,” she had been invited now and again by Mrs. Peabody herself, on those Sundays when her own invalid mother had not attended service.

Those were wonderful Sundays—­Sundays of quiet, trembling peace and maiden joy.

Justin sat beside her, and she had been sure then, but had long since grown to doubt the evidence of her senses, that he, too, vibrated with pleasure at the nearness.  Was there not a summer morning when his hand touched her white lace mitt as they held the hymn-book together, and the lines of the

   Rise, my soul, and stretch thy wings,
   Thy better portion trace,

became blurred on the page and melted into something indistinguishable for a full minute or two afterward?  Were there not looks, and looks, and looks?  Or had she some misleading trick of vision in those days?  Justin’s dark, handsome profile rose before her:  the level brows and fine lashes; the well-cut nose and lovable mouth—­the Peabody mouth and chin, somewhat too sweet and pliant for strength, perhaps.  Then the eyes turned to hers in the old way, just for a fleeting glance, as they had so often done at prayer-meeting, or sociable, or Sunday service.  Was it not a man’s heart she had seen in them?  And oh, if she could only be sure that her own woman’s heart had not looked out from hers, drawn from its maiden shelter in spite of all her wish to keep it hidden!

Then followed two dreary years of indecision and suspense, when Justin’s eyes met hers less freely; when his looks were always gloomy and anxious; when affairs at the Peabody farm grew worse and worse; when his mother followed her husband, the old Deacon, and her daughter Esther to the burying-ground in the churchyard.  Then the end of all things came, the end of the world for Nancy:  Justin’s departure for the West in a very frenzy of discouragement over the narrowness and limitation and injustice of his lot; over the rockiness and barrenness and unkindness of the New England soil; over the general bitterness of fate and the “bludgeonings of chance.”

He was a failure, born of a family of failures.  If the world owed him a living, he had yet to find the method by which it could be earned.  All this he thought and uttered, and much more of the same sort.  In these days of humbled pride self was paramount, though it was a self he despised.  There was no time for love.  Who was he for a girl to lean upon?—­he who could not stand erect himself!