for poor Greatheart. Back and forward, back and
forward, year after year, this noble soul uncomplainingly
goes. And, ever as he waves his hand to another
pilgrim entering with trumpets within the gates, he
salutes his next pilgrim charge with the brave words:
“Yet what I shall choose I wot not. For
I am in a strait betwixt two: having a desire
to depart and to be with Christ. Nevertheless
to abide in the flesh is more needful for you, for
your furtherance and joy of faith by my coming to
you again.” If Greatheart could not “usher
himself out of this life” along with Christiana,
and Mercy, and Mr. Honest, and Standfast, and Valiant-for-truth—if
he had still to toil back and bleed his way up again
at the head of another happy band of pilgrims—well,
after all is said, what had the Celestial City itself
to give to Greatheart better than such blessed work?
With every such returning journey he got a more and
more enlarged, detached, hospitable, and Christ-like
heart, and the King’s palace in very glory itself
had nothing better in store for this soldier-guide
than that. A nobler heaven Greatheart could
not taste than he had already in himself, as he championed
another and another pilgrim company from his Master’s
earthly gate to his Master’s heavenly gate.
Like Paul, his apostolic prototype, Greatheart sometimes
vacillated just for a moment when he came a little
too near heaven, and felt its magnificent and almost
dissolving attractions full in his soul. You
will see Greatheart’s mind staggering for a
moment between rest and labour, between war and peace,
between “Christ” on earth and “Christ”
in heaven—you will see all that set forth
with great sympathy and great ability in Principal
Rainy’s new book on Paul’s Epistle to
the Philippians, and in the chapter entitled, The
Apostle’s Choice between Living and Dying.
Then there came a summons for Mr. Standfast.
At which he called to him Mr. Greatheart, and said
unto him, “Sir, although it was not my hap to
be much in your good company in the days of my pilgrimage,
yet, since the time I knew you, you have been profitable
to me. When I came from home I left behind me
a wife and five small children. Let me entreat
you, at your return (for I know that you will go and
return to your master’s house in hopes that
you may be a conductor to more of the holy pilgrims),
that you send to my family and let them be acquainted
with all that hath and shall happen to me. Tell
them, moreover, of my happy arrival to this place,
and of the present late blessed condition I am in,
and so on for many other messages and charges.”
Yes, Mr. Standfast; very good. But I would
have liked you on your deathbed much better if you
had had a word to spare from yourself and your wife
and your children for poor Greatheart himself, who
had neither wife nor children, nor near hope of heaven,
but only your trust and charge and many suchlike trusts
and charges to carry out when you are at home and
free of all trust and all charge and all care.