about places, and titles, and preferments, and wives,
and gold, and silver, and such like—what
was it they prevailed on this poor stupid countryman
to cheapen and buy? Do you guess, or do you
give it up? Well, Greatheart himself was again
and again almost taken in; and would have been had
not Mr. Fearing been beside him. But Mr. Fearing
looked at all the jugglers, and cheats, and knaves,
and apes, and fools as if he would have bitten a firebrand.
“I thought he would have fought with all the
men of the fair; I feared there we should have both
been knock’d o’ th’ head, so hot
was he against their fooleries.” And then—for
Greatheart was a bit of a philosopher, and liked to
entertain and while the away with tracing things up
to their causes—“it was all,”
he said, “because Mr. Fearing was so tender of
sin. He was above many tender of sin. He
was so afraid, not for himself only, but of doing
injury to others, that he would deny himself the purchase
and possession and enjoyment even of that which was
lawful, because he would not offend.”
“All this while,” says Bunyan himself,
in the eighty-second paragraph of
Grace Abounding,
“as to the act of sinning I was never more tender
than now. I durst not take a pin or a stick,
though but so big as a straw, for my conscience now
was sore and would smart at every touch. I could
not now tell how to speak my words for fear I should
misplace them.” “The highest flames,”
says Jeremy Taylor in his
Life of Christ, “are
the most tremulous.”
7. “But when he was come at the river
where was no bridge, there, again, Mr. Fearing was
in a heavy case. Now, he said, he should be drowned
for ever, and so never see that Face with comfort
that he had come so many miles to behold. And
here also I took notice of what was very remarkable;
the water of that river was lower at this time than
ever I saw it in all my life, so he went over at last
not much above wet-shod.” Then said Christiana,
“This relation of Mr. Fearing has done me good.
I thought nobody had been like me, but I see there
was some semblance betwixt this good man and I, only
we differed in two things. His troubles were
so great that they broke out, but mine I kept within.
His also lay so hard upon him that he could not knock
at the houses provided for entertainment, but my trouble
was always such that it made me knock the louder.”
“If I might also speak my heart,” said
Mercy, “I must say that something of him has
also dwelt in me. For I have ever been more
afraid of the lake, and the loss of a place in Paradise,
than I have been of the loss of other things.
Oh! thought I, may I have the happiness to have a
habitation there: ’tis enough though I part
with all the world to win it.” Then said
Matthew, “Fear was one thing that made me think
that I was far from having that within me that accompanies
salvation; but if it was so with such a good man as
he, why may it not also go well with me?” “No
fears, no grace,” said James. “Though