weakness were bewailed, have procured my endless joy:
my strength hath been my ruin, and my fall my stay.”
And our own Samuel Rutherford is not likely to be
left far behind by the best of them when the grace
of God is to be magnified. “Had sin never
been we should have wanted the mysterious Emmanuel,
the Beloved, the Chief among ten thousand, Christ,
God-man, the Saviour of sinners. For, no sick
sinners, no soul-physician of sinners; no captive,
no Redeemer; no slave of hell, no lovely ransom-payer
of heaven. Mary Magdalene with her seven devils,
Paul with his hands smoking with the blood of the
saints, and with his heart sick with malice and blasphemy
against Christ and His Church, and all the rest of
the washen ones whose robes are made fair in the blood
of the Lamb, and all the multitude that no man can
number in that best of lands, are all but bits of free
grace. O what a depth of unsearchable wisdom
to contrive that lovely plot of free grace.
Come, all intellectual capacities, and warm your hearts
at this fire. Come, all ye created faculties,
and smell the precious ointment of Christ. Oh
come, sit down under His shadow and eat the apples
of life. Oh that angels would come, and generations
of men, and wonder, and admire, and fall down before
the unsearchable wisdom of this gospel-art of the
unsearchable riches of Christ!” And always pungent
Thomas Shepard of New England: “You shall
find this, that there is not any carriage or passage
of the Lord’s providence toward thee but He will
get a name to Himself, first and last, by it.
Hence you shall find that those very sins that dishonour
His name He will even by them get Himself a better
name; for so far will they be from casting you out
of His love that He will actually do thee good by
them. Look and see if it is not so with thee?
Doth not thy weakness strengthen thee like Paul?
Doth not thy blindness make thee cry for light?
And hath not God out of darkness oftentimes brought
light? Thou hast felt venom against Christ and
thy brother, and thou hast on that account loathed
thyself the more. Thy falls into sin make thee
weary of it, watchful against it, long to be rid of
it. And thus He makes thy poison thy food, thy
death thy life, thy damnation thy salvation, and thy
very greatest enemies thy very best friends.
And hence Mr. Fox said that he thanked God more for
his sins than for his good works. And the reason
is, God will have His name.” And, last,
but not least, listen to our old acquaintance, James
Fraser of Brea: “I find advantages by my
sins: ’Peccare nocet, peccavisse vero
juvat.’ I may say, as Mr. Fox said,
my sins have, in a manner, done me more good than
my graces. Grace and mercy have more abounded
where sin had much abounded. I am by my sins
made much more humble, watchful, revengeful against
myself. I am made to see a greater need to depend
more upon Him and to love Him the more. I find
that true which Shepard says, ‘sin loses strength