to-morrow, even in so-called Christian homes, when
any of the ladies round the table last read, and how
often they have read,
Grace Abounding, The Saint’s
Rest, The Religious Affections, Jeremy Taylor, Law,
a Kempis, Fenelon, or such like, and they will
smile to one another and remark after you are gone
on your strange taste for old-fashioned and long-winded
and introspective books. “Julia has buried
her husband and married her daughters, and since that
she spends her time in reading. She is always
reading foolish and unedifying books. She tells
you every time she sees you that she is almost at the
end of the silliest book that ever she read in her
life. But the best of it is that it serves to
dispose of a good deal of her spare time. She
tells you all romances are sad stuff, yet she is very
impatient till she can get all she can hear of.
Histories of intrigue and scandal are the books that
Julia thinks are always too short. The truth
is, she lives upon folly and scandal and impertinence.
These things are the support of her dull hours.
And yet she does not see that in all this she is plainly
telling you that she is in a miserable, disordered,
reprobate state of mind. Now, whether you read
her books or no, you perhaps think with her that it
is a dull task to read only religious and especially
spiritual books. But when you have the spirit
of true religion, when you can think of God as your
only happiness, when you are not afraid of the joys
of eternity, you will think it a dull task to read
any other books. When it is the care of your
soul to be humble, holy, pure, and heavenly-minded;
when you know anything of the guilt and misery of
sin, or feel a real need of salvation, then you will
find religious and truly spiritual books to be the
greatest feast and joy of your mind and heart.”
Yes. And then we shall thank God every day
we live that He raised us up such helpers in our salvation
as the gifted and gracious authors we have been speaking
of.
5. “The further I go the more danger I
meet with,” said old Timorous, the father, to
Christian, when Christian asked him on the Hill Difficulty
why he was running the wrong way. “I, too,
was going to the City of Zion,” he said; “but
the further on I go the more danger I meet with.”
And, in saying that, the old runaway gave our persevering
pilgrim something to think about for all his days.
For, again and again, and times without number, Christian
would have gone back too if only he had known where
to go. Go on, therefore, he must. To go
back to him was simply impossible. Every day
he lived he felt the bitter truth of what that old
apostate had so unwittingly said. But, with all
that he kept himself in his onward way till, dangers
and difficulties, death and hell and all, he came
to the blessed end of it. And that same has been
the universal experience of all the true and out-and-out
saints of God in all time. If poor old Timorous
had only known it, if he had only had some one beside