her mind in swarms, clogged her conscience, and loaded
her with guilt—it was then that Secret knocked
at her door. “Next morning,” so
her opening history runs, “when she was up,
and had prayed to God, and talked with her children
awhile, one knocked hard at the door to whom she spake
out, saying, If thou comest in God’s name, come
in. So he who was at the door said, Amen, and
opened the door, and saluted her with, Peace be to
this house. The which when he had done, he said,
Christiana, knowest thou wherefore I am come?
Then she blushed and trembled, also her heart began
to wax warm with desires to know whence he came, and
what was his errand to her. So he said unto
her, My name is Secret, I dwell with those that are
high. It is talked of where I dwell as if thou
hadst a desire to go thither; also, there is a report
that thou art aware now of the evil thou formerly didst
to thy husband in hardening of thy heart against his
way, and in keeping of thy babes in their ignorance.
Christiana, the Merciful One has sent me to tell
thee that He is a God ready to forgive, and that He
taketh delight to multiply to pardon offences.
He would also have thee know that He inviteth thee
to come into His presence, even to His table, and that
He will there feed thee with the fat of His house,
and with the heritage of Jacob thy father. Christiana
at all this was greatly abashed in herself, and she
bowed her head to the ground, while her visitor proceeded
and said, Christiana, here is a letter for thee which
I have brought from thy husband’s King.
So she took it and opened it, and, as she opened it,
it smelt after the manner of the best perfume; also
it was written in lettering of gold. The contents
of the letter was to this effect, that the King would
have her do as did Christian her husband, for that
was the way to come to the city and to dwell in His
presence with joy for ever. At this the good
woman was completely overcome. So she said to
her visitor, Sir, will you carry me and my children
with you that we may go and worship this King?
Then said the heavenly visitor, Christiana, the bitter
is before the sweet. Thou must through troubles,
as did he that went before thee, enter this celestial
city.” And so on.
1. Now, to begin with, you will have noticed
the way in which Christiana was prepared for the entrance
of Secret into her house. She was a widow.
She sat alone in that loneliness which only widows
know and understand. More than lonely, she was
very miserable. “Mark this,” says
the author on the margin, “you that are churls
to your godly relations.” For this widow
felt sure that her husband had been taken from her
because of her cruel behaviour to him. Her past
unnatural carriages toward her husband now rent the
very caul of her heart in sunder. And, again
and again, about that same time strange dreams would
sometimes visit her. Dreams such as this.
She would see her husband in a place of bliss with
a harp in his hand, standing and playing upon it before