Andrewes, in his terror, “will Thy judgment
be, O Lord, when the thrones are set, and the angels
stand around, and men are brought in, and the books
are opened, and all our works are inquired into, and
all our thoughts are examined, and all the hidden
things of darkness! What, O God, shall Thy judgment
that day be upon me? Who shall quench my flame,
who shall lighten my darkness, if Thou pity me not?
Lord, as Thou art loving, give me tears, give me
floods of tears, and give me all that this day, before
it be too late. For then will be the incorruptible
Judge, the horrible judgment-seat, the answer without
excuse, the inevitable charge, the shameful punishment,
the endless Gehenna, the pitiless angels, the yawning
hell, the roaring stream of fire, the unquenchable
flame, the dark prison, the rayless darkness, the
bed of live coals, the unwearied worm, the indissoluble
chains, the bottomless chaos, the impassable wall,
the inconsolable cry. And none to stand by me;
none to plead for me; none to snatch me out.”
Now, no Temporary ever possessed anything like that
in his own handwriting among his private papers.
A meditation like that, written out with his own
hand, and hidden away under lock and key, will secure
any man from it, even if he had been appointed to backsliding
and reprobation. Bishop Andrewes, as any one
will see who reads his
Private Devotions, was
the chief of sinners; but his discovered and deciphered
papers will all speak for him when they are spread
out before the great white throne, “glorious
in their deformity, being slubbered,” as his
editors say, “with his pious hands, and watered
with his penitential tears.”
Thomas Shepard’s Ten Virgins is the most
terrible book upon Temporaries that ever was written.
Temporaries never once saw their true vileness, he
keeps on saying. Temporaries are, no doubt, wounded
for sin sometimes, but never in the right place nor
to the right depth. And again, sin, and especially
heart-sin, is never really bitter to Temporaries.
In an “exhortation to all new beginners, and
so to all others,” “Be sure,” Shepard
says, “your wound for sin at first is deep enough.
For all the error in a man’s faith and sanctification
springs from his first error in his humiliation.
If a man’s humiliation be false, or even weak
or little, then his faith and his hold of Christ are
weak and little, and his sanctification counterfeit.
But if a man’s wound be right, and his humiliation
deep enough, that man’s faith will be right
and his sanctification will be glorious. The
esteem of Christ is always little where sin lies light.”
And Hopeful himself says a thing at this point that
is quite worthy of Shepard himself, such is its depth
and insight. He speaks of the righteous actually
loving the sight of their misery. He
does not explain what he means by that startling language
because he is talking all the time, as he knows quite
well, to one who understood all that before he was