you, into being a Christian? What burdens do
you carry on your broken back to this day that were
made up in the daylight or in the darkness by your
own hands in your early days? Were you early
or were you too late in your conversion? Or
are you truly converted to God and to salvation even
yet? And are you at this moment still binding
a burden on your back that you shall never lay down
on this side your grave—it may be, not
on this side your burning bed in hell? Ask yourselves
all that before God and before your own conscience,
and make yourselves absolutely sure that God at any
rate is not mocked; and, therefore that you, too,
shall in the end reap exactly as you from the beginning
have sown. “How camest thou by thy burden
at first?” asked Mr. Worldly-Wiseman at the
trembling pilgrim. “By reading this book
in my hand,” he answered. And, in the
long run, it is always the Bible that best creates
a sinner’s burden, binds it on his back, and
makes it so terribly heavy to bear. Fear of
death and judgment will sometimes make up and bind
on a sinner’s burden; and sometimes the fear
of man’s judgment on this side of death will
do it. Fear of being found out in some cases
will make a man’s secret sin far too heavy for
him to bear. The throne of public opinion is
not a very white throne; at the same time, it is a
coarse forecast and a rough foretaste of the last judgment;
and the fear of it not seldom makes a man’s burden
simply intolerable to him. Sometimes a great
sinner’s burden leads him to flight and outlawry;
sometimes to madness and self-murder; and sometimes,
by the timeous and sufficient grace of God, to the
way of escape that our pilgrim took. Tenderness
of conscience, also, simple softness of heart and conscience,
will sometimes make a terrible burden out of what other
men would call a very light matter. Bind a burden
on that iron pillar standing there, and it will feel
nothing and say nothing. But, bind the same burden
on that man in whose seat that dead pillar takes up
a sitter’s room, and he will make all that are
in the house hear his sighs and his groans. And
lay an act of sin—an evil word or evil
work or evil thought—on one man among us,
and he will walk about the streets with as erect a
head and as smiling a countenance and as light a step
as if he were an innocent child; while, lay half as
much on his neighbour, and it will so bruise him to
the earth that all men will take knowledge of him that
he is a miserable man. Our Lord could no doubt
have carried His cross from the hall of judgment to
the hill-top without help had His back not been wet
with blood. What with a whole and an unwealed
body, a well-rested and well-nourished body, He could
easily have carried, with His broken body and broken
heart He quite sank under. And so it is with
His people. One of His heart-broken, heart-bleeding
people will sink down to death and hell under a burden
of sin and corruption that another of them will scarcely