The soldiers were overcome with weariness and sleep
after the engagement, and Gifford’s sister so
managed it that her brother got past the sentries and
escaped out of the town. He lay hid for some
days in the ditches and thickets around the town till
he was able to escape to London, and thence to the
shelter of some friends of his at Bedford. Gifford
had studied medicine before he entered the army, and
as soon as he thought it safe he began to practise
his old art in the town of Bedford. Gifford had
been a dissolute man as a soldier, and he became,
if possible, a still more scandalously dissolute man
as a civilian. Gifford’s life in Bedford
was a public disgrace, and his hatred and persecution
of the Puritans in that town made his very name an
infamy and a fear. He reduced himself to beggary
with gambling and drink, but, when near suicide, he
came under the power of the truth, till we see him
clothed with rags and with a great burden on his back,
crying out, ‘What must I do to be saved?’
’But at last’—I quote from
the session records of his future church at Bedford—’God
did so plentifully discover to him the forgiveness
of sins for the sake of Christ, that all his life
after he lost not the light of God’s countenance,
no, not for an hour, save only about two days before
he died.’ Gifford’s conversion had
been so conspicuous and notorious that both town and
country soon heard of it: and instead of being
ashamed of it, and seeking to hide it, Gifford at
once, and openly, threw in his lot with the extremest
Puritans in the Puritan town of Bedford. Nor
could Gifford’s talents be hid; till from one
thing to another, we find the former Royalist and
dissolute Cavalier actually the parish minister of
Bedford in Cromwell’s so evangelical but otherwise
so elastic establishment.
At this point we open John Bunyan’s Grace
Abounding to the Chief of Sinners, and we read
this classical passage:—’Upon a day
the good providence of God did cast me to Bedford
to work in my calling: and in one of the streets
of that town I came where there were three or four
poor women sitting at the door in the sun and talking
about the things of God. But I may say I heard,
but I understood not, for they were far above and
out of my reach . . . About this time I began
to break my mind to those poor people in Bedford,
and to tell them of my condition, which, when they
had heard, they told Mr. Gifford of me, who himself
also took occasion to talk with me, and was willing
to be well persuaded of me though I think on too little
grounds. But he invited me to his house, where
I should hear him confer with others about the dealings
of God with their souls, from all which I still received
more conviction, and from that time began to see something
of the vanity and inner wretchedness of my own heart,
for as yet I knew no great matter therein . . .
At that time also I sat under the ministry of holy
Mr. Gifford, whose doctrine, by the grace of God,
was much for my stability.’ And so on in
that inimitable narrative.