affairs, either in public or in private life, either
in the church, or in the nation, or in the city, or
in the family, this unhappy man could only be a drag
on all kinds of progress, and in obstacle to every
good work. Use and wont, a very good rule on
occasion, was a rigid and a universal rule with Obstinate.
And to be told that the wont in this case and in
that had ceased to be the useful, only made him rail
at you as only an ignorant and an obstinate man can
rail. He could only rail; he had not knowledge
enough, or good temper enough, or good manners enough
to reason out a matter; he was too hot-tempered for
an argument, and he hated those who had an acquaintance
with the subject in hand, and a self-command in connection
with it that he had not. ’The obstinate
man’s understanding is like Pharaoh’s
heart, and it is proof against all sorts of arguments
whatsoever.’ Like the demented king of
Egypt, the obstinate man has glimpses sometimes both
of his bounden duty and of his true interest, but
the sinew of iron that is in his neck will not let
him perform the one or pursue the other. ‘Nothing,’
says a penetrating writer, ’is more like firm
conviction than simple obstinacy. Plots and
parties in the state, and heresies and divisions in
the church alike proceed from it.’ Let
any honest man take that sentence and carry it like
a candle down into his own heart and back into his
own life, and then with the insight and honesty there
learned carry the same candle back through some of
the plots and parties, the heresies and schisms of
the past as well as of the present day, and he will
have learned a lesson that will surely help to cure
himself, at any rate, of his own remaining obstinacy.
All our firm convictions, as we too easily and too
fondly call them, must continually be examined and
searched out in the light of more reading of the best
authors, in the light of more experience of ourselves
and of the world we live in, and in that best of all
light, that increasing purity, simplicity, and sincerity
of heart alone can kindle. And in not a few
instances we shall to a certainty find that what has
hitherto been clothing itself with the honourable name
and character of a conviction was all the time only
an ignorant prejudice, a distaste or a dislike, a
too great fondness for ourselves and for our own opinion
and our own interest. Many of our firmest convictions,
as we now call them, when we shall have let light
enough fall upon them, we shall be compelled and enabled
to confess to be at bottom mere mulishness and pride
of heart. The mulish, obstinate, and proud man
never says, I don’t know. He never asks
anything to be explained to him. He never admits
that he has got any new light. He never admits
having spoken or acted wrongly. He never takes
back what he has said. He was never heard to
say, You are right in that line of action, and I have
all along been wrong. Had he ever said that,
the day he said it would have been a white-stone
day both for his mind and his heart. Only, the
spoiled son of Spare-the-Rod never said that, or anything
like that.