also all that was bottomed in a strong English understanding.
Then, again, a good memory is indispensable to a
minister of knowledge. You must be content to
take a second, a third, or even a lower place still
if your Master has withheld from you a good memory.
Dr. Goodwin has a passage on this point that I have
often turned up when I had again forgotten it.
’Thou mayest have a weak memory, perhaps, yet
if it can and doth remember good things as well and
better than other things, then it is a sanctified
memory, and the defilement of thy memory is healed
though the imperfection of it is not; and, though thou
art to be humbled for it as a misery, yet thou art
not to be discouraged; for God doth not hate thee
for it, but pities thee; and the like holds good and
may be said as to the want of other like gifts.’
You cannot be a man of a commanding knowledge anywhere,
and you must be content to take a very subordinate
and second place, even in the ministry, unless you
have both a good understanding and a good memory;
but then, at the last day your Master will not call
you and your congregation to an account for what He
has not committed to your stewardship. And on
that day that will be something. But not only
must ministers of knowledge have a good mind and a
good memory; they must also be the most industrious
of men. Other men may squander and kill their
time as they please, but a minister had as good kill
himself at once out of the way of better men unless
he is to hoard his hours like gold and jewels.
He must read only the best books, and he must read
them with the ‘pain of attention.’
He must read nothing that is not the best.
He has not the time. And if he is poor and remote
and has not many books, he will have Butler, and let
him read Butler’s Preface to his Sermons till
he has it by heart. The best books are always
few, and they must be read over and over again when
other men are reading the ’great number of books
and papers of amusement that come daily in their way,
and which most perfectly fall in with their idle way
of reading and considering things.’ And,
then, such a minister must store up what he reads,
if not in a good memory, then in some other pigeon-hole
that he has made for himself outside of himself, since
his Master has not seen fit to furnish him with such
a repository within himself. And, then, after
all that,—for a good minister is not made
yet,—understanding and memory and industry
must all be sanctified by secret prayer many times
every day, and then laid out every day in the instruction,
impression, and comfort of his people. And, then,
that privileged people will be as happy in possessing
that man for their minister as the sheep of Immanuel’s
Land were in having Knowledge set over them for their
shepherd. They will never look up without being
fed. They will every Sabbath-day be led by green
pastures and still waters. And when they sing
of the mercies of the Lord to them and to their children,
and forget not all His benefits, among the best of
their benefits they will not forget to hold up and
bless their minister.