worthy of death.  On another Sabbath, when I came home, I saw the deep hypocrisy of my heart, that in my ministry I sought to comfort and quicken others, that the glory might reflect on me as well as on God.  On the evening before the sacrament I saw that mine own ends were to procure honour, pleasure, gain to myself, and not to the Lord, and I saw how impossible it was for me to seek the Lord for Himself, and to lay up all my honour and all my pleasures in Him.  On Sabbath-day, when the Lord had given me some comfortable enlargements, I searched my heart and found my sin.  I saw that though I did to some extent seek Christ’s glory, yet I sought it not alone, but my own glory too.  After my Wednesday sermon I saw the pride of my heart acting thus, that presently my heart would look out and ask whether I had done well or ill.  Hereupon I saw my vileness to make men’s opinions my rule.  The Lord thus gave me some glimpse of myself and a good day that was to me.’  One would think that this was By-ends himself climbed up into the ministry.  And so it was.  And yet David Brainerd could write on his deathbed about Thomas Shepard in this way.  ’He valued nothing in religion that was not done to the glory of God, and, oh! that others would lay the stress of religion here also.  His method of examining his ends and aims and the temper of his mind both before and after preaching, is an excellent example for all who bear the sacred character.  By this means they are like to gain a large acquaintance with their own hearts, as it is evident he had with his.’

But it is not those who bear the sacred character of the ministry alone who are full of by-ends.  We all are.  You all are.  And there is not one all-reaching, all-exposing, and all-humbling way of salvation appointed for ministers, and another, a more external, superficial, easy, and self-satisfied way for their people.  No.  Not only must the ambitious and disputing disciples enter into themselves and become witnesses and judges and executioners within themselves before they can be saved or be of any use in the salvation of others—­not only they, but the fishermen of the Lake of Tiberias, they also must open their hearts to these stabbing words of Christ, and see how true it is that they had followed Him for loaves and fishes, and not for His grace and His truth.  And only when they had seen and submitted to that humiliating self-discovery would their true acquaintance with Christ and their true search after Him begin.  Come, then, all my brethren, and not ministers only, waken up to the tremendous importance of that which you have utterly neglected, it may be ostentatiously neglected, up to this hour,—­the true nature, the true character, of your motives and your ends.  Enter into yourselves.  Be not strangers and foreigners to yourselves.  Let not the day of judgment be any surprise to you.  Witness against, judge, and execute yourselves, and that especially because of your by-aims and by-ends.