“You are all so young, so fresh, so nice, you live so peacefully in this quiet place, that I envy you.  I have become attached to your way of life here; my heart aches when I remember I have to go away....  You may believe in my sincerity!”

Sleep closed my eyes and I lost myself.  When some sound waked me, my uncle was standing before Tatyana Ivanovna, looking at her with a softened expression.  His cheeks were flushed.

“My life has been wasted,” he said.  “I have not lived!  Your young face makes me think of my own lost youth, and I should be ready to sit here watching you to the day of my death.  It would be a pleasure to me to take you with me to Petersburg.”

“What for?” Fyodor asked in a husky voice.

“I should put her under a glass case on my work-table.  I should admire her and show her to other people.  You know, Pelagea Ivanovna, we have no women like you there.  Among us there is wealth, distinction, sometimes beauty, but we have not this true sort of life, this healthy serenity....”

My uncle sat down facing Tatyana Ivanovna and took her by the hand.

“So you won’t come with me to Petersburg?” he laughed.  “In that case give me your little hand....  A charming little hand!...  You won’t give it?  Come, you miser! let me kiss it, anyway....”

At that moment there was the scrape of a chair.  Fyodor jumped up, and with heavy, measured steps went up to his wife.  His face was pale, grey, and quivering.  He brought his fist down on the table with a bang, and said in a hollow voice: 

“I won’t allow it!”

At the same moment Pobyedimsky jumped up from his chair.  He, too, pale and angry, went up to Tatyana Ivanovna, and he, too, struck the table with his fist.

“I...  I won’t allow it!” he said.

“What, what’s the matter?” asked my uncle in surprise.

“I won’t allow it!” repeated Fyodor, banging on the table.

My uncle jumped up and blinked nervously.  He tried to speak, but in his amazement and alarm could not utter a word; with an embarrassed smile, he shuffled out of the lodge with the hurried step of an old man, leaving his hat behind.  When, a little later, my mother ran into the lodge, Fyodor and Pobyedimsky were still hammering on the table like blacksmiths and repeating, “I won’t allow it!”

“What has happened here?” asked mother.  “Why has my brother been taken ill?  What’s the matter?”

Looking at Tatyana’s pale, frightened face and at her infuriated husband, mother probably guessed what was the matter.  She sighed and shook her head.

“Come! give over banging on the table!” she said.  “Leave off, Fyodor!  And why are you thumping, Yegor Alexyevitch?  What have you got to do with it?”

Pobyedimsky was startled and confused.  Fyodor looked intently at him, then at his wife, and began walking about the room.  When mother had gone out of the lodge, I saw what for long afterwards I looked upon as a dream.  I saw Fyodor seize my tutor, lift him up in the air, and thrust him out of the door.