Madame de l’Estorade is seen to be far from one
of those impassible natures which resist all affectionate
emotions except those of the family. With a beauty
that was partly Spanish, she had eyes which her friend
Louise de Chaulieu declared could ripen peaches.
Her coldness was not what physicians call congenital;
her temperament was an acquired one. Marrying
from
reason a man whose mental insufficiency
is very apparent, she made herself love him out of
pity and a sense of protection. Up to the present
time, by means of a certain atrophy of heart, she
had succeeded, without one failure, in making Monsieur
de l’Estorade perfectly happy. With the
same instinct, she had exaggerated the maternal sentiment
to an almost inconceivable degree, until in that way
she had fairly stifled all the other cravings of her
nature. It must be said, however, that the success
she had had in accomplishing this hard task was due
in a great measure to
the circumstance of Louise
de Chaulieu. To her that dear mistaken one was
like the drunken slave whom the Spartans made a living
lesson to their children; and between the two friends
a sort of tacit wager was established. Louise
having taken the side of romantic passion, Renee held
firmly to that of superior reason; and in order to
win the game, she had maintained a courage of good
sense and wisdom which might have cost her far more
to practise without this incentive. At the age
she had now reached, and with her long habit of self-control,
we can understand how, seeing, as she believed, the
approach of a love against which she had preached
so vehemently, she should instantly set to work to
rebuff it; but a man who did not feel that love, while
thinking her ideally beautiful, and who possibly loved
elsewhere,—a man who had saved her child
from death and asked no recompense, who was grave,
serious, and preoccupied in an absorbing enterprise,—why
should she still continue to think such a man dangerous?
Why not grant to him, without further hesitation,
the lukewarm sentiment of friendship?
VI
CURIOSITY THAT CAME WITHIN
AN ACE OF BEING FATAL
On returning to Ville d’Avray, Sallenauve was
confronted by a singular event. Who does not
know how sudden events upset the whole course of our
lives, and place us, without our will, in compromising
positions?
Sallenauve was not mistaken in feeling serious anxiety
as to the mental state of his friend Marie-Gaston.
When that unfortunate man had left the scene of his
cruel loss immediately after the death of his wife,
he would have done a wiser thing had he then resolved
never to revisit it. Nature, providentially ordered,
provides that if those whose nearest and dearest are
struck by the hand of death accept the decree with
the resignation which ought to follow the execution
of all necessary law, they will not remain too long
under the influence of their grief. Rousseau has
said, in his famous letter against suicide: “Sadness,
weariness of spirit, regret, despair are not lasting
sorrows, rooted forever in the soul; experience will
always cast out that feeling of bitterness which makes
us at first believe our grief eternal.”