Then we talked on awhile, babbling broken words of love and hope and sorrow, as young folks so placed are wont to do, till at length Lily looked up with a sad sweet smile and said: 

’It is time to go, sweetheart.  My father beckons me from the lattice.  All is finished.’

‘Let us go then,’ I answered huskily, and drew her behind the trunk of the old beech.  And there I caught her in my arms and kissed her again and yet again, nor was she ashamed to kiss me back.

After this I remember little of what happened, except that as we rode away I saw her beloved face, wan and wistful, watching me departing out of her life.  For twenty years that sad and beautiful face haunted me, and it haunts me yet athwart life and death.  Other women have loved me and I have known other partings, some of them more terrible, but the memory of this woman as she was then, and of her farewell look, overruns them all.  Whenever I gaze down the past I see this picture framed in it and I know that it is one which cannot fade.  Are there any sorrows like these sorrows of our youth?  Can any bitterness equal the bitterness of such good-byes?  I know but one of which I was fated to taste in after years, and that shall be told of in its place.  It is a common jest to mock at early love, but if it be real, if it be something more than the mere arising of the passions, early love is late love also; it is love for ever, the best and worst event which can befall a man or woman.  I say it who am old and who have done with everything, and it is true.

One thing I have forgotten.  As we kissed and clung in our despair behind the bole of the great beech, Lily drew a ring from her finger and pressed it into my hand saying, ’Look on this each morning when you wake, and think of me.’  It had been her mother’s, and to-day it still is set upon my withered hand, gleaming in the winter sunlight as I trace these words.  Through the long years of wild adventure, through all the time of after peace, in love and war, in the shine of the camp fire, in the glare of the sacrificial flame, in the light of lonely stars illumining the lonely wilderness, that ring has shone upon my hand, reminding me always of her who gave it, and on this hand it shall go down into the grave.  It is a plain circlet of thick gold, somewhat worn now, a posy-ring, and on its inner surface is cut this quaint couplet: 

Heart to heart, Though far apart.

A fitting motto for us indeed, and one that has its meaning to this hour.

That same day of our farewell I rode with my father to Yarmouth.  My brother Geoffrey did not come with us, but we parted with kindly words, and of this I am glad, for we never saw each other again.  No more was said between us as to Lily Bozard and our wooing of her, though I knew well enough that so soon as my back was turned he would try to take my place at her side, as indeed happened.  I forgive it to him; in truth I cannot blame him much, for what