much as dull, year after year has rolled over my silvering
hairs in perfect health and peace and rest, and year
by year have I rejoiced more deeply in the true love
of a wife such as few have known. For it would
seem as though the heart-ache and despair of youth
had but sweetened that most noble nature till it grew
well nigh divine. But one sorrow came to us,
the death of our infant child—for it was
fated that I should die childless—and in
that sorrow, as I have told, Lily shewed that she
was still a woman. For the rest no shadow lay
between us. Hand in hand we passed down the hill
of life, till at length in the fulness of her days
my wife was taken from me. One Christmas night
she lay down to sleep at my side, in the morning she
was dead. I grieved indeed and bitterly, but
the sorrow was not as the sorrows of my youth had been,
since age and use dull the edge of mortal griefs and
I knew and know that we are no long space apart.
Very soon I shall join Lily where she is, and I do
not fear that journey. For the dread of death
has left me at length, as it departs from all who
live long enough and strive to repent them of their
sins, and I am well content to leave my safety at
the Gates and my heavenly comfort in the Almighty Hand
that saved me from the stone of sacrifice and has
guided me through so many perils upon this troubled
earth.
And now to God my Father, Who holds me, Thomas Wingfield, and all I have loved and love in His holy keeping, be thanks and glory and praise! Amen.