Diary Written in the Provincial Lunatic Asylum eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 35 pages of information about Diary Written in the Provincial Lunatic Asylum.

Diary Written in the Provincial Lunatic Asylum eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 35 pages of information about Diary Written in the Provincial Lunatic Asylum.
the free circulation of the blood.  She is so pitiful and sad!  How could Mrs. Mills speak so unkindly to her, pushing her with her foot to make her rise up?  She treats them like wicked school-boys who have done something to torment her and merit punishment.  I cannot but pity Mrs. Mills, for this is an uncomfortable position to fill, and if she has always obeyed her Superintendent, she has done her duty, and deserves a retired allowance.  The younger nurses are all learning from her, and will grow hard-hearted, for they think she is one to teach them; they come to her for help in case of emergency, and they go all together, and are able to conquer by main strength what might in most cases be done by a gentle word.  “A soft answer turneth away wrath;” I have known this all my life, but I never felt it so forcibly as now.

There is a lady here from Westmoreland; her hair is cut short, and her eyes are black and wild.  The first time I spoke to her she struck me, lightly, and I walked away; I knew she was crazy.  After I had met her a few times and found she was not dangerous, I ventured to sit down beside her.  She was lying on her couch in a room off the dining-room; she lay on her back knitting, talking in a rambling way:  “Do you know what kind of a place this is?  Aren’t you afraid I’ll kill you?  I wish I was like you.”  I smoothed her hair with my hand as I would a child.  I thought, perhaps, she had done some great wrong.  She said she had killed her mother.  Often before, I had stood beside her, for I looked at her a number of times before I ventured to sit by her.  I had no recollection of seeing her when I first came, till I found her in this room.  I suppose she was so violent they shut her in here to keep her from striking or injuring any one.  I could not discover the cause of her trouble, but I comforted her all I could, and she has always been friendly with me since, and listened to my words as if I were her mother.  She has been here a long time.  Last Friday—­bathing day—­two young, strong nurses were trying to take her from her room to the bath-room (I suppose she was unwilling to be washed, for I have noticed when I saw her in that room on the couch, she was not clean as she should be—­her clothes did not have a good air about them).  The nurses were using force, and she struggled against it.  They used the means they often use; I suppose that is their surest method of conquering the obstinate spirit that will rise up to defend itself in any child or woman.  She was made more violent by her hair being pulled; one nurse had her hands, and the other caught her by her hair, which is just long enough to hold by.  They made her walk.  I was walking near them when I saw one seize her by the hair; she tried to bite her on the arm.  I started forward, and laid my hand on her arm, with—­“Don’t, my poor child, don’t do so; be gentle with her, girls, and she will go.”  She looked at me, and her face softened; that angry spirit melted

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