convincing to her than to her friends, that he had
been passing under an assumed name. It seems
that his absence was strangely prolonged, that for
a long time she did not hear from him, that his letters
when they did come puzzled her, that she clung to
him long, but yielded at last to her friends, who
urged their very natural suspicions upon her.
It is further suggested that there was some good explanation
of his conduct all the while, and that she learnt
this too late when actually engaged to Lincoln.
However that may be, shortly after her engagement
to Lincoln she fell seriously ill, insisted, as she
lay ill, on a long interview with Lincoln alone, and
a day or two later died. This was in 1835, when
he was twenty-six. It is perhaps right to say
that one biographer throws doubt on the significance
of this story in Lincoln’s life. The details
as to Ann Rutledge’s earlier lover are vague
and uncertain. The main facts of Lincoln’s
first engagement and almost immediate loss of his
betrothed are quite certain; the blow would have been
staggering enough to any ordinary young lover and we
know nothing of Lincoln which would discredit Mr.
Herndon’s judgment that its effect on him was
both acute and permanent. There can be no real
doubt that his spells of melancholy were ever afterwards
more intense, and politer biographers should not have
suppressed the testimony that for a time that melancholy
seemed to his friends to verge upon insanity.
He always found good friends, and, as was to happen
again later, one of them, Mr. Bowline Greene, carried
him off to his own secluded home and watched him carefully.
He said “the thought that the snows and rains
fell upon her grave filled him with indescribable grief.”
Two years later he told a fellow-legislator that
“although he seemed to others to enjoy life
rapturously, yet when alone he was so overcome by mental
depression, he never dared to carry a pocket-knife.”
Later still Greene, who had helped him, died, and
Lincoln was to speak over his grave. For once
in his life he broke down entirely; “the tears
ran down his yellow and shrivelled cheeks. . . .
After repeated efforts he found it impossible to
speak and strode away sobbing.”
The man whom a grief of this kind has affected not
only intensely, but morbidly, is almost sure, before
its influence has faded, to make love again, and is
very likely to do so foolishly. Miss Mary Owens
was slightly older than Lincoln. She was a handsome
woman; commanding, but comfortable. In the tales
of Lincoln’s love stories, much else is doubtfully
related, but the lady’s weight is in each case
stated with assurance, and when she visited her sister
in New Salem in 1836 Mary Owens weighed one hundred
and fifty pounds. There is nothing sad in her
story; she was before long happily married—not
to Lincoln—and she long outlived him.
But Lincoln, who had seen her on a previous visit
and partly remembered her, had been asked, perhaps
in jest, by her sister to marry her if she returned,