which he himself began when late in life he lost his
money and which he finished with the pains of death
upon him, is a surprising, in some ways pathetic,
figure. He had been a shy country boy, ready
enough at all the work of a farm and good with horses,
but with none of the business aptitude that make a
successful farmer, when his father made him go to
West Point. Here he showed no great promise and
made few friends; his health became delicate, and
he wanted to leave the army and become a teacher of
mathematics. But the Mexican War, one of the
most unjust in all history, as he afterwards said,
broke out, and—so he later thought—saved
his life from consumption by keeping him in the open
air. After that he did retire, failed at farming
and other ventures, and at thirty-nine, when the Civil
War began, was as has been seen, a shabby-looking,
shiftless fellow, pretty far gone in the habit of drink,
and more or less occupied about a leather business
of his father’s. Rough in appearance and
in manner he remained—the very opposite
of smart, the very opposite of versatile, the very
opposite of expansive in speech or social intercourse.
Unlike many rough people, he had a really simple
character—truthful, modest, and kind; without
varied interests, or complicated emotions, or much
sense of fun, but thinking intensely on the problems
that he did see before him, and in his silent way keenly
sensitive on most of the points on which it is well
to be sensitive. His friends reckoned up the
very few occasions on which he was ever seen to be
angry; only one could be recalled on which he was angry
on his own account; the cruelty of a driver to animals
in his supply train, heartless neglect in carrying
out the arrangements he had made for the comfort of
the sick and wounded, these were the sort of occasions
which broke down Grant’s habitual self-possession
and good temper. “He was never too anxious,”
wrote Chaplain Eaton, who, having been set by him in
charge of the negro refugees with his army, had excellent
means of judging, “never too preoccupied with
the great problems that beset him, to take a sincere
and humane interest in the welfare of the most subordinate
labourer dependent upon him.” And he had
delicacy of feeling in other ways. Once in the
crowd at some hotel, in which he mingled an undistinguished
figure, an old officer under him tried on a lecherous
story for the entertainment of the General, who did
not look the sort of man to resent it; Grant, who
did not wish to set down an older man roughly, and
had no ready phrases, but had, as it happens, a sensitive
skin, was observed to blush to the roots of his hair
in exquisite discomfort. It would be easy to
multiply little recorded traits of this somewhat unexpected
kind, which give grace to the memory of his determination
in a duty which became very grim.