+Bashfulness and trepidation+, especially in the presence
of females, is the rule. The person feels +clumsy+,
+embarrassed+ and +ill at ease+. +Sleep+ is sometimes
poor, there are occasionally +terrible dreams+, sometimes
+lascivious ones+ accompanied by +emissions+, +drowsiness+
and a tired, languid feeling in the morning, and a
+disinclination to rise+ and go to work are certain
signs of +impending+ nervous exhaustion. +The eyes
are dull and heavy+, often +black-ringed+ underneath.
The pupils of the eyes are unequal—often
very large—sometimes one small and one
large. The hands tremble and perspire +easily+.
The person is +absent-minded, melancholy, prone to
brood, and fears the jests+ or ridicule of his companions.
The +skin+, especially of the +face+, sometimes becomes
+coarse and red, sometimes is pale and pasty+ and
covered with +blotches or pimples+. There is sometimes
+spasm at the neck of the bladder+, causing +some
delay before the urine will flow freely+. Often
it is passed in a +forked or twisted stream+, plainly
showing the presence of either organic or spasmodic
stricture. +Twitching of the muscles of the eyelid,
face and limbs+ is often present, accompanied sometimes
by +creeping sensations up the spine+, +flushings
of the face+, +chills+ (slight), +dizziness and black
spots before the eyes+ on stooping over and occasionally
by neuralgic pains in the +head+ and about the heart.
If unchecked, or if the baneful habit is still persisted
in, the symptoms of the First Stage merge rapidly into
those of the
SECOND STAGE.—CONGESTION AND INFLAMMATION.
Here all the symptoms of the foregoing stage are usually
present, only somewhat more intensified. The
+congestion+ and +irritation+ are +more decided+,
the +weakness+ more marked, the +nervous prostration+
more decided. Any, many, or all of the following
symptoms may be present, according to the degree of
severity or the rapidity of the disease:
+Emissions+ (day or night), +Oozing of a glairy fluid+
under excitement and imaginings, presence of the opposite
sex, etc., +Partial+ and +Imperfect Erections,
Desire to Masturbate+, Formation of +Evil Pictures
in the Mind+, +Flushing and Chilliness+, +Stupidity
and Tendency to Doze or Sleep+, +Mental Hebetude+,
+Failing Memory+, +Lack of Power of Application, Energy
or Concentration+, +Restlessness+, +Pain and Smarting+
in passing urine, +Wetting the Bed+, +Pain in the Kidneys+,
+Headache+, +Pimples+ on the face or body, +Itching
or peculiar sensations+ about the scrotum (bag), thighs,
legs, anus, etc., +Wasting+ of the +Organs+,
+Stringiness and Softening+ of the +Testicles+, +Dyspepsia+,
+Sluggish Bowels+, +Torpid Liver+, +Failing Sight+,
+Pains in the Head+ (front, top and back), Chest,
Limbs, etc., Sensation of the +Bowels Falling
Out+, +Dizziness+ on stooping over or kneeling, +Specks+
before the +Eyes+, +Erotic Dreams+, +Melancholy+ (developing