We went to the arsenal to-day to see about some repairs to our ambulances.  I saw a German omnibus which had been captured, and the eagles on it had been painted out with stripes of red paint and the French colours put in their place.  The omnibus was one mass of bullet-holes.  I have seen waggons at Paardeberg, but I never saw anything so knocked about as that grey motor-bus.  The engines and sides were shattered and the chauffeur, of course, had been killed.  We went on by motor to the “Champs des Aviateurs.”  We saw one naval aeroplane man, who told us that he had been hit in his machine when it was 4,000 feet up in the air.  His jacket was torn by a bullet and his machine dropped, but he was uninjured, and got away on a bicycle.

The more I see of war the more I am amazed at the courage and nerve which are shown.  Death or the chance of death is everywhere, and we meet it not as fatalists do or those who believe they can earn eternal glory with a sacrifice, but lightly and with a song.  An English girl at Antwerp was horribly ashamed of some Belgians who skulked behind a wall when the firing was hottest.  She herself remained in the open.

It has been a great comfort to me that I have had a room to myself so far on this campaign.  I find the communal spirit is not in me.  The noisy meals, the heavy bowls of soup, the piles of labelled dinner-napkins, give me an unexpected feeling of oppressive seclusion and solitude, and only when I get away by myself do I feel that my soul is restored.

Mr. Gleeson, an American, joined his wife here a couple of days ago:  it was odd to have a book talk again.

21 October.—­A still grey day with a level sea and a few fishing-boats going out with the tide.  On the long grey shore shrimpers are wading with their nets.  The only colour in the soft grey dawn is the little wink of white that the breaking waves make on the sand.  This small empty seaside place, with its row of bathing-machines drawn up on the beach, has a look about it as of a theatre seen by daylight.  All the seats are empty and the players have gone away, and the theatre begins to whisper as empty buildings do.  I think I know quite well some of the people who come to St. Malo les Bains, just by listening to what the empty little place is saying.

Firing has begun again.  We hear that our ships are shelling Ostend from the sea.  The news that reaches us is meagre, but I prefer that to the false reports that are circulated at home.

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This afternoon we came out in motors and ambulances to establish ourselves at Furnes in an empty Ecclesiastical College.  Nothing was ready, and everything was in confusion.  The wounded from the fighting near by had not begun to come in, but the infernal sound of the guns was quite close to us, and gave one the sensation of a blow on the ear.  Night was falling as we came back to Dunkirk to sleep (for no beds were ready at Furnes), and we passed many motor vehicles of every description going out to Furnes.  Some of them were filled with bread, and one saw stacks of loaves filling to the roof some once beautifully appointed motor.  Now all was dust and dirt.