Time was when war’s
alarm
Called
for a fear,
When sorrow’s seeming
harm
Hastened
a tear;
Naught care I now what foe
Threatens, for scarce I know
How the year’s seasons
go
Since
I am here.
This is my resting-place
Holy
and dear,
Where Pain’s dejected
face
May
not appear.
This is the world to me,
Earth’s woes I will
not see
But rest contentedly
Since
I am here.
Is’t your voice chiding,
Love,
My
mild career?
My meek abiding, Love,
Daily
so near?
“Danger and loss”
to me?
Ah, Sweet, I fear to see
No loss but loss of Thee
And
I am here.
Death.
If days should pass without
a written word
To tell me of
thy welfare, and if days
Should lengthen
out to weeks, until the maze
Of questioning fears confused
me, and I heard.
Life-sounds as
echoes; and one came and said
After these weeks
of waiting: “He is dead!”
Though the quick sword had
found the vital part,
And the life-blood
must mingle with the tears,
I think that,
as the dying soldier hears
The cries of victory, and
feels his heart
Surge with his
country’s triumph-hour, I could
Hope bravely on,
and feel that God was good.
I could take up my thread
of life again
And weave my pattern
though the colors were
Faded forever.
Though I might not dare
Dream often of thee, I should
know that when
Death came to
thee upon thy lips my name
Lingered, and
lingers ever without blame.
Aye, lingers ever. Though
we may not know
Much that our
spirits crave, yet is it given
To us to feel
that in the waiting Heaven
Great souls are greater, and
if God bestow
A mighty love
He will not let it die
Through the vast
ages of eternity.
But if some day the bitter
knowledge swept
Down on my life,—bearing
my treasured freight
To founder on
the shoals of scorn,—what Fate
Smiling with awful irony had
kept
Till life grew
sweeter,—that my god was clay,
That ’neath
thy strength a lurking weakness lay;
That thou, whom I had deemed
a man of men
Faulty, as great
men are, but with no taint
Of baseness,—with
those faults that shew the saint
Of after days, perhaps,—wert
even then
When first I loved
thee but a spreading tree
Whose leaves shewed
not its roots’ deformity;
I should not weep, for there
are wounds that lie
Too deep for tears,—and
Death is but a friend
Who loves too
dearly, and the parting end
Of Love’s joy-day a
paltry pain, a cry
To God, then peace,—beside
the torturing grief
When honor dies,
and trust, and soul’s belief.