Canst thou not understand
a nature strong
And passionate,
with impulses that sway,
With yearning
tenderness that must have way,
Yet knows no ill desire, no
touch of wrong?
If thou canst
not then in God’s name I pray
See me no more
forever from this day.
Shadow Song.
The night is long
And there are
no stars,—
Let
me but dream
That
the long fields gleam
With sunlight and song,
Then I shall not long
For the light
of stars.
Let me but dream,—
For there are
no stars,—
Dream
that the ache
And
the wild heart-break
Are but things that seem.
Ah! let me dream
For there are
no stars.
Revulsion.
I see the starting buds, I
catch the gleam
In the near distance
of a sun-kissed pool,
The blessed April
air blows soft and cool,
Small wonder if all sorrow
grows a dream,
And we forget
that close around us lie
A city’s
poor, a city’s misery.
Of every outward vision there
is some
Internal counterpart.
To-day I know
The blessedness
of living, and the glow
Of life’s dear spring-tide.
I can bid thee come
In thought and
wander where the fields are fair
With bursting
life, and I, rejoicing, there.
Yet have I passed, Beloved,
through the vale
Of dark dismay,
and felt the dews of death
Upon my brow,
have measured out my breath
Counting my hours of joy,
as misers quail
At every footfall
in the quiet night
And clutch their
gold and count it in affright.
I learned new lessons in that
school of fear,
Life took a fresh
perspective; sad and brave
The view is from
the threshold of the grave.
In that long, backward glance
I saw her clear
From fogs of gathering
night, and all the show
Of small things
that seemed great a while ago.
Our dreams of fame, the stubborn
power we call
Our self-respect,
our hopes of worldly good,
Our jealousies
and fears, how in the flood
Of this new light they faded,
poor and small;
Showing our pettiness
beside God’s truth,
Besides His age
our poor, unlearned youth.
The earth yearns forth, impatient
for the days
Of its maturity,
the ample sweets
Of Summer’s
fulness; and its great heart beats
With a fierce restlessness,
for Spring delays
Seeing her giddy
reign end all too soon,
Her bud-crown
ravished by the hand of June.
And I,—I shall
be happy,—promise me
This one small
thing, Beloved, for I long
For happiness
as the caged bird for song.
Not where four walls close
in the melody
I want the fresh,
sweet air, the water’s gush,
The strong, sane
life with thee, the summer hush.