No answer but the flourish
of the breeze
Through the black
pines. Then, slowly, as the wind
Parts the dense
cloud-forms, leaving naught behind
But shapeless vapor, through
the budding trees
Drifted some force
unseen, and from my sight
Faded my god into
the morning light.
Again alone. With wistful,
straining eyes
I waited, and
the sunshine flecked the bank
Happy with arbutus
and violets where I sank
Hearing, near by, a host of
melodies,
The rapture of
the woodthrush; soft her mood
The love-mate,
with such golden numbers woo’d.
He ceased; the fresh moss-odors
filled the grove
With a strange
sweetness, the dark hemlock boughs
Moved soft, as
though they heard the brooklet rouse
To its spring soul, and whisper
low of love.
The white-robed
birches stood unbendingly
Like royal maids,
in proud expectancy.
Athwart the ramage where the
young leaves press
It came to me,
ah, call it what you will
Vision or waking
dream, I see it still!
Again a form born of the woodland
stress
Grew to my gaze,
and by some secret sign
Though shadow-hid,
I knew the form was thine.
The glancing sunlight made
thy ruddy hair
A crown of gold,
but on thy spirit-face
There was no smile,
only a tender grace
Of love half doubt. Upon
thy hand a rare
Wild bird of Paradise
perched fearlessly
With radiant plumage
and still, lustrous eye.
And as I gazed I saw what
I had deemed
A shadow near
thy hand, a dusky wing,
A bird like last
year’s leaves, so dull a thing
Beside its fellow; as the
sunshine gleamed
Each breast showed letters
bright as crystalled rain,
The fair bird
bore “Delight,” the other “Pain.”
Then came thy voice:
“O Love, wilt have my gift?”
I stretched my
glad hands eagerly to grasp
The heaven-blown
bird, gold-hued, and longed to clasp
It close and know it mine.
Ere I might lift
The shining thing
and hold it to my breast
Again I heard
thy voice with vague unrest.
“These are twin birds
and may not parted be.”
Full in thine
eyes I gazed, and read therein
The paradox of
life, of love, of sin,
As on a night of cloud and
mystery
One darting flash
makes bright the hidden ways,
And feet tread
knowingly though thick the haze.
Thy gift, if so I chose,—no
other hand
Save thine.—I
reached and gathered to my heart
The quivering,
sentient things.—Sometimes I start
To know them hidden there.—If
I should stand
Idly, some day,
and one,—God help me!—breast
A homing breeze,—my
brown bird knows its nest.