Since I have known thee, Dear,
all life has grown
An expectation.
As the swelling grain
Trembles to harvesting,
and earth in pain
Travails till Spring is born,
so felt alone
Is the dumb reaching
out of things unborn,
The night’s
gray promise of the amber morn.
I long to taste my pleasures
through thy lips,
To sail with thee
o’er foaming waves and feel
Our spirits rise
together with the reel
Of waters and the wavering
land’s eclipse;
To see thy fair
hair damp with salt sea-spray
And in thine eyes
the wildness of the way.
I long to share my woods with
thee, to fly
To some black-hearted
forest where the trail
Of mortals lingers
not,—to hear the gale.
Sweep round us with a shuddering
ecstasy,
To feel, night’s
tumult passed, the cool soft hand
Of the untroubled
dawn move o’er the land.
To swim with thee far out
into the bay,
A trembling glitter
on the waves, the shore
Glowing with noontide
fervor, nevermore
To fear the treacherous depths,
though long the way.
Sweet beyond words
the sighs that breathe and blow,
The moist salt
kisses, and the glad warm glow.
And when the unrest, the vague
desires that rush
Over our lives
and may not be denied,—
Gone in the tasting,—lure
us where the tide
Of men sweeps on, let us forget
the hush
Together, and
in city madness drain
Our cup of pleasure
to its dregs of pain.
Ever I need thee. Incomplete
and poor
This life of mine.
Yet never dream my soul
Craves the old
peace. Till I may have the whole
My joy is my abiding, and
what more
Of dreams and
waking bliss the Fates allow
Comes as a gift
of Love’s great overflow.
Song.
Deep in the green bracken
lying,
Close by the welcoming
sea,
Dream I, and let all my dreaming
Drift as it will,
Love, to thee.
Sated with splendid caresses
Showered by the
sun in his pride,
Scorched by his passionate
kisses
Languidly ebbs
the tide.
Life’s Joys.
I have been pondering what
our teachers call
The mystery of
Pain; and lo! my thought
After it’s
half-blind reaching out has caught
This truth and held it fast.
We may not fall
Beyond our mounting;
stung by life’s annoy,
Deeper we feel
the mystery of Joy.
Sometimes they steal across
us like a breath
Of Eastern perfume
in a darkened room,
These joys of
ours; we grope on through the gloom
Seeking some common thing,
and from its sheath
Unloose, unknowing,
some bewildering scent
Of spice-thronged
memories of the Orient.