And I was still, thy voice
enshrouding me.
Like the strong
sweep of ocean-breath the power
Of one resistless
thought transformed my hour
Of love-dreams to a fear.
All hopelessly
I knew love’s
impotence, and my despair
Stretched soul-hands
forth, and quivered to a prayer.
My passionate heart cried
out: “If his dear life
Through stress
of keen temptation merits aught
Of penance or
requital, be it wrought
Upon my life.
If only through the strife
Is won the peace,
through drudgery the gain,
Give him the issue,
and to me the pain!”
Some day, in our soul’s
course o’er trackless lands,
Swayed oft by
adverse winds, or swept along
In Fate’s
wild current with the fluttering throng
Towards Sin’s engulfing
maelstrom, spirit hands
Will brace our
trembling wings, and through the night
Point and upbear
in our last trembling flight.
Song.
Red gleams the mountain ridge,
Slow the stream
creeps
Under the old bent bridge,
And labor sleeps.
There are no restless birds,
No leaves that
stir,
Dusk her gray mantle girds,
Night’s
harbinger.
The storm-soul’s change
and start
Pause, lull, and
cease;
In my unquiet heart
Is born a peace.
Loneliness.
Dear, I am lonely, for the
bay is still
As any hill-girt
lake; the long brown beach
Lies bare and
wet. As far as eye can reach
There is no motion. Even
on the hill
Where the breeze
loves to wander I can see
No stir of leaves,
nor any waving tree.
There is a great red cliff
that fronts my view
A bare, unsightly
thing; it angers me
With its unswerving-grim
monotony.
The mackerel weir, with branching
boughs askew
Stands like a
fire-swept forest, while the sea
Laps it, with
soothing sighs, continually.
There are no tempests in this
sheltered bay,
The stillness
frets me, and I long to be
Where winds sweep
strong and blow tempestuously,
To stand upon some hill-top
far away
And face a gathering
gale, and let the stress
Of Nature’s
mood subdue my restlessness.
An impulse seizes me, a mad
desire
To tear away that
red-browed cliff, to sweep
Its crest of trees
and huts into the deep;
To force a gap by axe, or
storm, or fire,
And let rush in
with motion glad and free
The rolling waves
of the wild wondrous sea.
Sometimes I wonder if I am
the child
Of calm, law-loving
parents, or a stray
From some wild
gypsy camp. I cannot stay
Quiet among my fellows; when
this wild
Longing for freedom
takes me I must fly
To my dear woods
and know my liberty.