But here in quietness I can
recall
All I would tell
thee, how thou art to me
Impulse and inspiration,
and with thee
I can but smile though all
my idols fall.
I wait my meed
as others who have known
Patience till
to their utmost stature grown.
As when the heavens are draped
in gloomy gray
And earth is tremulous
with a vague unrest
A glory fills
the tender, troubled West
That glads the closing of
November’s day,
So breaks in sun-smiles
my beclouded sky
When day is over
and I know thee nigh.
Thou art so much, all this
and more, to me,
And what am I
to thee? Can I repay
These many gifts?
Is there no royal way
Of recompense, so I may proudly
see
The man my heart
delights to praise renowned
For wealth and
honor, and with rapture crowned?
Ah! though there is no recompense
in love
Yet have I paid
thee, given these gifts to thee,
Joy, riches, worship.
Thou hast joy in me,
Is it not so, Beloved?
Who shall prove
No worship of
thee by my soul confessed?
And riches?
Ah! a wealth of love is best.
Song.
I have known a thousand pleasures,—
Love is best—
Ocean’s songs and forest treasures,
Work and rest,
Jewelled joys of dear existence,
Triumph over Fate’s resistance,
But to prove, through Time’s wide distance,
Love is best.
Prayer.
I stood upon a hill, and watched
the death
Of the day’s turmoil. Still the glory
spread
Cloud-top to cloud-top, and each rearing head
Trembled to crimson. So a mighty breath
From some wild Titan in a rising ire
Might kindle flame in voicing his desire.
Soft stirred the evening air;
the pine-crowned hills
Glowed in an answering
rapture where the flush
Grew to a blood-drop,
and the vesper hush
Moved in my soul, while from
my life all ills
Faded and passed
away. God’s voice was there
And in my heart
the silence was a prayer.
There was a day when to my
fearfulness
Was born a joy,
when doubt was swept afar
A shadow and a
memory, and a star
Gleamed in my sky more bright
for the distress.
The stillness
breathed thanksgiving, and the air
Wafted, methought,
the incense of a prayer.
Heaven sets no bounds of bead-roll
or appeal;
And when the fiery
heart with mute embrace
Bends, tremblingly,
but for a moment’s space
It needs no words that cry,
no limbs that kneel.
As meteors flash,
so, in a moment’s light,
Life, darting
forth, touches the Infinite.
All my prayers wordless?
Nay, I can recall
A night not so
long past but that each thought
Lives at this
hour, and throbs again unsought
When Silence broods, and Night’s
chill shadows fall;
Then Darkness’
thousand pulses thrilled and stirred
With the dear
grace of a remembered word;