I had and have a younger brother,
One whom I loved and love
to-day
As never fond and doting mother
Adored the babe who found
its way
From heavenly scenes into
her day.
Oh, he was full of youth’s new wine,—
A man on life’s ascending
slope,
Flushed with ambition, full
of hope;
And every wish of his was mine.
A kingly youth; the way before him
Was thronged with victories
to be won;
So joyous, too, the heavens o’er
him
Were bright with an unchanging
sun,—
His days with rhyme were overrun.
Toil had not taught him Nature’s
prose,
Tears had not dimmed his brilliant
eyes,
And sorrow had not made him
wise;
His life was in the budding rose.
I know not how I came to waken,
Some instinct pricked my soul
to sight;
My heart by some vague thrill was shaken,—
A thrill so true and yet so
slight,
I hardly deemed I read aright.
As when a sleeper, ign’rant why,
Not knowing what mysterious
hand
Has called him out of slumberland,
Starts up to find some danger nigh.
Love is a guest that comes, unbidden,
But, having come, asserts
his right;
He will not be repressed nor hidden.
And so my brother’s
dawning plight
Became uncovered to my sight.
Some sound-mote in his passing tone
Caught in the meshes of my
ear;
Some little glance, a shade
too dear,
Betrayed the love he bore Ione.
What could I do? He was my brother,
And young, and full of hope
and trust;
I could not, dared not try to smother
His flame, and turn his heart
to dust.
I knew how oft life gives
a crust
To starving men who cry for bread;
But he was young, so few his
days,
He had not learned the great
world’s ways,
Nor Disappointment’s volumes read.
However fair and rich the booty,
I could not make his loss
my gain.
For love is dear, but dearer duty,
And here my way was clear
and plain.
I saw how I could save him pain.
And so, with all my day grown dim,
That this loved brother’s
sun might shine,
I joined his suit, gave over
mine,
And sought Ione, to plead for him.
I found her in an eastern bower,
Where all day long the am’rous
sun
Lay by to woo a timid flower.
This day his course was well-nigh
run,
But still with lingering art
he spun
Gold fancies on the shadowed wall.
The vines waved soft and green
above,
And there where one might
tell his love,
I told my griefs—I told her
all!
I told her all, and as she hearkened,
A tear-drop fell upon her
dress.
With grief her flushing brow was darkened;
One sob that she could not
repress
Betrayed the depths of her
distress.
Upon her grief my sorrow fed,
And I was bowed with unlived
years,
My heart swelled with a sea
of tears,
The tears my manhood could not shed.