She sat as of yore, in her olden place,
Serene as death, in her silver
chair.
A white rose gleamed in her
whiter hair,
And the tint of a blush was on her face.
At sight of the youth she
sadly bowed
And hid her face ’neath
a gracious cloud.
She faltered faint on the
night’s dim marge,
But “How,” spoke
the youth, “have you kept your charge?”
The moon was sad at a trust ill-kept;
The blush went out in her
blanching cheek,
And her voice was timid and
low and weak,
As she made her plea and sighed and wept.
“Oh, another prayed
and another plead,
And I could n’t resist,”
she answering said;
“But love still grows
in the hearts of men:
Go forth, dear youth, and
love again.”
But he turned him away from her proffered
grace.
“Thou art false, O moon,
as the hearts of men,
I will not, will not love
again.”
And he turned sheer ’round with
a soul-sick face
To the sea, and cried:
“Sea, curse the moon,
Who makes her vows and forgets
so soon.”
And the awful sea with anger
stirred,
And his breast heaved hard
as he lay and heard.
And ever the moon wept down in rain,
And ever her sighs rose high
in wind;
But the earth and sea were
deaf and blind,
And she wept and sighed her griefs in
vain.
And ever at night, when the
storm is fierce,
The cries of a wraith through
the thunder pierce;
And the waves strain their
awful hands on high
To tear the false moon from
the sky.
CONSCIENCE AND REMORSE
“Good-bye,” I said to my conscience—
“Good-bye for aye and
aye,”
And I put her hands off harshly,
And turned my face away;
And conscience smitten sorely
Returned not from that day.
But a time came when my spirit
Grew weary of its pace;
And I cried: “Come back, my
conscience;
I long to see thy face.”
But conscience cried: “I cannot;
Remorse sits in my place.”
IONE
I
Ah, yes, ’t is sweet still to remember,
Though ’twere less painful
to forget;
For while my heart glows like an ember,
Mine eyes with sorrow’s
drops are wet,
And, oh, my heart is aching
yet.
It is a law of mortal pain
That old wounds, long accounted
well,
Beneath the memory’s
potent spell,
Will wake to life and bleed again.
So ’t is with me; it might be better
If I should turn no look behind,—
If I could curb my heart, and fetter
From reminiscent gaze my mind,
Or let my soul go blind—go
blind!
But would I do it if I could?
Nay! ease at such a price
were spurned;
For, since my love was once
returned,
All that I suffer seemeth good.