I really believe he felt relieved to know I was not
on his track with weapons of law. He came, and
I received him almost cordially. The parlor had
been left for us, and my friend, at my request, sat
outside the door where she could hear all that passed.
Of course, I cannot tell you what I said, but my revelations
were startlingly true, and he could not gainsay them,
neither did he try to. He seemed rather astonished
that I no longer desired his companionship and the
great love which every true woman needs. I answered
with spirit, and just as I felt, that while his love
might be boundless, it could no longer be anything
for me. I knew his soul was capable of maintaining
the appearance of purity of thought long enough to
delineate its outline on canvas, and while I admired
his talent in verse, I had tasted the bitter dregs
of his falseness, and was now thoroughly undeceived
as to his character. Never again could I be misled
by the semblance of a love which had no reality beneath
its honeyed words. I told him also that our angel
Mabel had been orphaned by his cruelty. And oh!
how strong I felt when I said, ’Go to your own
wife, whose burden I would not increase by revealing
my own terrible secret. Live for her and those
two boys. Redeem yourself in the eyes of your
God as well as before those whom you have so foully
wronged. If you will do this, I will say the peace
of well-doing be with you.’ He really felt
the power of my words, and honored me for them, I
know, and when he left my presence, he said:
“’If life should hold for me henceforth
some different purposes, would you be my friend? and
if in the great hereafter we shall meet, will Mabel
be with me there? I wish I could have seen her.
Forgive me, Mary; you are heaping coals of fire on
my head. I thought you sought my utter destruction.’
“‘My father would have appealed to you
only through the law,’ I said, ’but that
would have been wrong, and would leave you no chance
to grow better. Go, and do right, and there is
yet time for redemption.’
“‘But you—what of you?’
he asked.
“’I rise from beneath the weight of sorrow
that covered me so early in life, to find there is
yet much worth living for. I shall live and be
happy.’ They were not false tears, the drops
that fell on my hand at parting; and I said, after
he had gone:
“‘Thank God who giveth me the victory.’
My friend expected me to faint or moan, or make some
sign of distress. No, I felt a great joy within,
and I believe he will do better. I inclose to
you some verses he sent me at the time he wrote me
the terrible letter of want and despair. They
had their effect, as I told you. Monday I leave
for the South; I shall write you immediately after
my return. God bless you all.
Mary.”
We read the letter together, Clara, Louis and I—and
here is the poetry, which speaks for itself of the
talent this man possessed, and tells us, as Clara
said, how fruitful the soil would have proved if it
had been properly tilled.