Crittenden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 187 pages of information about Crittenden.

Crittenden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 187 pages of information about Crittenden.

Judge Page appeared in the doorway, welcoming Crittenden with old-time grace and courtesy.  Through supper, Judith was silent and thoughtful and, when she did talk, it was with a perceptible effort.  There was a light in her eyes that he would have understood once—­that would have put his heart on fire.  And once he met a look that he was wholly at loss to understand.  After supper, she disappeared while the two men smoked on the porch.  The moon was rising when she came out again.  The breath of honeysuckles was heavy on the air, and from garden and fields floated innumerable odours of flower and clover blossom and moist grasses.  Crittenden lived often through that scene afterward—­Judith on the highest step of the porch, the light from the hallway on her dress and her tightly folded hands; her face back in shadow, from which her eyes glowed with a fire in them that he had never seen before.

Judge Page rose soon to go indoors.  He did not believe there was going to be much of a war, and his manner was almost cheery when he bade the young man good-by.

“Good luck to you,” he said.  “If the chance comes, you will give a good account of yourself.  I never knew a man of your name who didn’t.”

“Thank you, sir.”

There was a long silence.

“Basil will hardly have time to get his commission, and get to Tampa.”

“No.  But he can come after us.”

She turned suddenly upon him.

“Yes—­something has happened to you.  I didn’t know what you meant that day we drove home, but I do now.  I feel it, but I don’t understand.”

Crittenden flushed, but made no answer.

“You could not have spoken to me in the old days as you do now.  Your instinct would have held you back.  And something has happened to me.”  Then she began talking to him as frankly and simply as a child to a child.  It was foolish and selfish, but it had hurt her when he told her that he no longer had his old feeling for her.  It was selfish and cruel, but it was true, however selfish and cruel it seemed, and was—­but she had felt hurt.  Perhaps that was vanity, which was not to her credit—­but that, too, she could not help.  It had hurt her every time he had said anything from which she could infer that her influence over him was less than it once was—­although, as a rule, she did not like to have influence over people.  Maybe he wounded her as his friend in this way, and perhaps there was a little vanity in this, too—­but a curious change was taking place in their relations.  Once he was always trying to please her, and in those days she would have made him suffer if he had spoken to her then as he had lately—­but he would not have spoken that way then.  And now she wondered why she was not angry instead of being hurt.  And she wondered why she did not like him less.  Somehow, it seemed quite fair that she should be the one to suffer now, and she was glad to take her share—­she had caused him and others so much pain.

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